《 Kanzaki Ryuuji's monologue 》
Utsuro (empty/emptiness)
When I was twelve , my parents had lost there lives in a car crash .
I had no siblings and was sent to live with my grandfather .However , It seemed like I had been deeply affected .
I had lost the ability to smile or enjoy life .Though I was listless ,
I was not bullied .
I was not weak .
I studied better than most .To escape from the void that trapped me within the bars of life and death , I needed to save myself , I needed to achieve something , anything .
I needed to save my self from a life that was simply a blur.
Shunning off all the people around me , I decided to work hard , to find meaning
to this life .I reached the top once . I was not as proud as I thought I would be .
When I looked around , no one was there beside me .
I was alone .
However I did not learn anything.I attended the interview for this school with little to no interest. All the schools where same , I still believed in working hard alone and reaching a higher point , even when I knew no one was waiting for me there .
However once I joined this school , everything changed .
This school was different , to survive , I couldn't ignore other classmates . Even though I was annoyed at first , due time
I understood this was what I wanted all this time . I didn't need to save myself , I needed someone else to .The entire class had saved me .
Breaking me free . I was no longer empty . The smile on my face and the smile in my eyes gradually came back .
I'll reach the top this time too , but not alone , I'll do it along with everyone in my class . That way I would not be alone.
That way I'll achieve something.Our class was soon enough known for its
unbreakable unity and straightforward attitude.
But when the class tried to reach the top in such a straightforward way , we were put down by the dirty games set by others who took advantage of our unity .A straightforward Ichinose-San , will repeatedly be attacked without her trying to play dirty . The unity , we are so proud of , will undoubtedly crumble .
To save the class that saved me .
I'll crumble the unity myself
and rebuild it myself .--------------------------------------------------------------
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