In Our Next Lifetime - NCT Haechan FF《 COMPLETE 》

< FINALE > You're just a memory ( Part 27 )

I walked back to the hotel & felt so sad.

If all of my love ones are gone.., why am I still alive? What else am I waiting for? Am I just gonna rot to death?

I sat on the bed & tears rolled down. I started remembering our memories together...

How we first met...

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I stood up from the swing & walked towards him.

I smiled & said, "I'm Y/n."

He smiled as well & said, "My name's Haechan."

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Our first kiss...

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"Can I do this?", he asked as he held unto my cheeks.

My eyes widen & felt my whole world stop.

He's gonna kiss me, right? Ugh, he's such a gentleman. He even asked me if he could kiss me.

I smiled & nodded.

He quickly crashed his lips unto mine. My eyes widen as he moved his lips against mine.

I saw him, straight up, enjoying it. I slowly closed my eyes & kissed him back. His hands went behind my neck as my hands went up to his shoulders.

His lips perfectly molded to mine as if they were two puzzle pieces meant to be. He smiled in between the kiss making me smile as well.

His hands went to my waists & pulled me closer to him. I got shocked for moment, but I ended up smiling.

We broke the kissed & quickly gasped for air. Our foreheads met & his hand made its way to my hand to hold.

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Everything we did together when we were little...

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"What are you doing?!", I said as I laughed at him.

"You said we're gonna play dress up?!", Haechan laughed.

He dressed up like an old man.

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"What's the use?", I said as I flopped on the bed.

I stood up & tears formed in my eyes. I walked to the kitchen & just lost my hope. I took the sharpest knife & sighed.

I tried to remember every single thing that we did together. I closed my eyes tightly as my hands gripped on the knife tightly too.

Slowly placing it on my chest, hot tears streamed on my cheeks continuously.

I breathed heavily & remembered everything, as if it was just yesterday. Time goes by too fast.

I valued him, but I should've valued him more. I didn't knew this day would come. I had no idea at all.

Second by second, I pushed the knife deeper & deeper.

I love him, I miss him... I want him back.

I should've... loved him as much as I could. I should've appreciated everything he did to me. I should've done everything for him.

"What else could I do..? He's gone...", I said as I looked down.

I wanted to hope that Haechan would be my knight in shining armor, but knowing he's gone... I can't.

"You're just a memory now.., Haechan.", I said as I quickly stabbed myself deep enough to make me collapse.

I fell on my knees & laid on the cold ground. I laid there & didn't do anything else.

I just smiled & felt thankful for Haechan. My life would be probably more devastating if Haechan wasn't my imaginary friend.

I'd probably more depressed if he wasn't with me.

Hot tears, once again, started falling down my cheeks.

"I love you Haechan... even though you're not real... I just wanna thank everything you did for me..., everything we did together... I'll sure miss you... I just wanna feel your hand in mine..., I wanna feel your presence.., your love...", I cried.

"I just have one wish left...", I said quickly wiping the tears away.

I looked on my hand to see the bottle that Haechan bought for me on the day he got beaten up.

"For real this time..,", I said as I slowly closed my eyes.

"I wish that we'll meet in our next lifetime...", I said as I took my last breath on Earth & darkness took over.

"The End"