Alice felt broken . Her heart felt broken . This is what a serious heartbreak felt like . She still cares for the boy . Still you to dream about him . And still used to get worried after he didn't use to text her back for long period of times .
She used to reply him back , the moment he texted her, no matter what she was doing . She replied to every call that she missed ; those were few . She carried her phone everywhere .
But at last ; she failed at love .
Love is not a simple thing. At the start it is but then ; things break apart . The closer people get . The harder it becomes . After all two souls are continuously hustling to merge into one another .
Alice knew she failed at that . She couldn't keep her boyfriend happy enough that he would still care for her . He didn't miss her kisses , he didn't miss the cuddles anymore.
And Alice was an idiot to believe that he still loved her .
She got up from her bed and walked to the bathroom . Her eyes were swelled up due to crying . She opened the cabinet in the bathroom and took out a blade .
It was rusted at the edges but she didn't care . She was going to die after all .
Her feet didn't make sound on the cold tile floor . She coudn't even count how many times she had simply laid on the bathroom floor . Doing nothing and just crying . She was so weak and tired that even tears didn't drip outside . She had spent days without feeling anything and only looking at the cuts in her arms , while the water from the shower washed the blood out . It splattered all over her breasts and face . At her feet , there was a pool of blood .
Please don't flow away please I beg you . I can't do this . Water calms me down .
Hastlily she started collecting the water close to get chest . Like it was her child that had turned liquid. Her panic looked as if the water stops flowing her life might end.
At last she lay on the floor with no emotions begging for the water to wash all her pain away .
That happned days ago. Those were the days her sanity first broke . And she doesn't think she had restored it yet .
She closed the door and started slicing . The same beads popped up . It didn't hurt at all .
That's when someone smaked her upside the head .
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Blood As Tears
Teen FictionFollow Beatrice, Mia and Alice to a spiraling episode of turns of event while they suffer from depression. These broken girls fall In and out if their hope and soon their blood starts replacing their tears. -vijaya lal
