Lost forever

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Its been years ago now,
That she's ever truly smiled,
The tears no longer fall down
her pale cheeks
The sounds never escape
her silent lips

She's stuck in this horrid life
wondering when she'll get out,
To her she feels as though she's dead,
but she knows she's not yet

The razor kisses her wrist
once, twice, three times,
She was never strong enough to stop
The pain never seemed to cease

She wondered why she was trapped here
In this lonely world
The light she once held in her eyes
Those deep blue eyes that shined
Is lost forever now
Just like her.

But yet she stays
Knowing that no one will ever miss her
Knowing that everyone wishes she was dead
So why does she stay?
Is she afraid? No.

She looked silently into the mirror
The see her reflection fading
Her eyes that held no happiness
A smile that held all of her pain

She wanted to scream, to cry
She wanted to be able to feel
But instead she's numb
All of her tears are gone
Her voice silent
with the depression
that has its hands around her throat

She's screaming inside
Crying out for help
But outside no one can hear
No one can see
Just another human being
Lost Forever.

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