Im sitting on my porch
With nothing in my head
Wondering what would happen
If i woke up dead
Wondering how a human heart
could hold in so much love
yet pour so much red
Like the blood that i bleed
When i let my skin scream
When i let myself go
When i forget how to dream
When the words swirl around
In the pit of my stomach
And i just want to drown
In a pit of atomic
Acid that flows from your mouth
Burning my skin
Sweat on my brow
Blinding my eyes
Making me cry
While i sit there on the porch
wondering when i would die
Because the life that i am living
Is not what i expected
Most of my thoughts are deadly
And my dreams are wicked
Wicked like the hands around my throat
And the smile on your face
Throw me in watch me float
Youve made a big mistake
Cuz once im dead
And youre alive
Ill haunt your thoughts
Dont try to hide
You sweet talked me
I know you lied
I shred my skin
I make you cry
hoo ha
Still waiting to die..........
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Self-harm poems
PoetryPoems about sadness and self-harm and depression this is my first so yeah hope you guys like it .