I trusted you

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Trust, such a big word yet very little
who is to remember the meaning of it all?
trying my best to survive, after all your lies
keeping the blades away, the pills being thrown away

suicide goes through my mind
blank spaces fill my whole life
can you just forget about who I became?
this big mistake, trying to be erased
you say "Don't, I do care. Please don't go"

I believe you, put you back in my life
letting every lie slip by my side
you are the only one who saved my life
now you're dragging me down to suicide

"SHUT UP" I keep screaming at my mind
this is just the beginning of who I am
cheated, broken, lied to... this is gone
but please don't let them know.

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