REGRET

3

JK
FRIENDS- Marshmallow & Anne-Marie

I enter the dorm and see no one.

I go up to my bed and close my eyes. Fuck I can finally relax. I take a cigarette out and light it.

Jungkookie don't smoke it's bad for your lungs.

I sit up and look around. I blink several times. Did I just imagine Jimin's voice?

"Bullshit.",I say letting out a poof of smoke.

An hour later Jimin came through the door sweating and wet since it started raining.

"Hey Jungkookie.",Jimin said putting his stuff near his closet.

"Hey.",I say. I had been laying on the bed on my stomach doing nothing when I could have been studying at least.

Jimin comes to me and looks at me. I avoid eye-contact and just furrow my brows.

"Are you okay?",He asks touching my face.

"Don't touch me Park.",I said pushing his hand.

"Aish. So delicate.",Jimin said rolling his eyes.

What?

"Excuse you?",I say surprised. Jimin was always sweet and this was different.

"You heard me Jungkook-ah.",Jimin said turning on the AC.

He puts his face on the floor vent. The warm air puffs up and he closes his eyes.

"Ahhh.",Jimin says softly.

The hell. He glances at me and nods.

"You stink. Go shower.",I say turning around.

I hear footsteps and then feel someone touching my hair.

"Stop fucking touching me!",I yell arubtly.

Jimin looks at me stunned. Then he bites his lips.

"Sorry I was just getting something out of your hair.",Jimin said holding up a small piece of cotton from the blanket.

"Jimin...",I say but Jimin turns around and heads to the bathroom.

"Jimin-ah.",I say getting out from bed.

"It's okay Jungkookie.",He says closing the door of the bathroom.

"Okay.",I whisper.

I lay on my bed and minutes later hear the bathroom door open.

I couldn't see his face when he said it was okay and I felt unpleasant. I closed my eyes hoping not to talk to Jimin.

"Jungkookie.",Jimin says softly.

I can feel Jimin's stare at my back. Then I feel his hand go through my hair.

"I'm glad you're my friend.",Jimin said.

"I know you don't like me clinging. I'll stop from now on",Jimin kept going.

"Sorry.",He said and then I hear him go up his bed.

Friend.

Jungkook goes back to 10th grade.

"What makes you happy?",The teacher asks Jimin.

"The person who makes me happy is Jungkookie.",Jimim straight up said.
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"Why would you say that?",I asked a bit annoyed.

"But you do make me happy.",Jimin said.

"But it's weird!",I yelled.

"Oh sorry Jungkookie. I won't do it no more.",Jimin said with a smile.
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It's just weird.

Weird that i'm having this weird feeling.

But we are just friends.

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To make it clear best friends.

Nothing more.

It's difficult to fall asleep and I hear the raindrops. I look out the window and see its pouring outside.

I sit up and notice Jimin sleeping on his desk with a book open.

"Jimin.",I say shaking him.

He's all red. I touch his face and it's warm.

"Hmm...",He says softly.

"Jimin.",I say shaking him a bit harder.

He quickly wakes up and looks at me with a shock look.

"Oh.",He said blinking several times.

"You okay? Your face is warm.",I say.

"I just had a weird dream.",Jimin said giving a shrug.

"Oh okay.",I say.

He stands up and heads to his bed.

"Goodnight Jungkookie.",He said climbing to his bed.

"Night.",I say.

I lay down on my bed and close my eyes. I'm glad I'm a fast sleeper.