REGRET

14

JK
Issues- Julia Micheals

Who the hell was that guy?!

Kai or Killa. Imm killa his face. Jimin's my best friend. Jimin came back with his hands in his pockets and then he glanced at me.

I know things about Jimin but why didn't I know things like this. Also I am the only one who calls him Jimin-shi.

"Well we have to go.",Lisa says and grabs my hands. Her hands are thin unlike...

What am I even thinking? I glance at him and he's laughing with his buddies.

"Oh Jimin-shi...",I say.

He looks at me.

"Um... come.",I said. What the heck am I saying?

He walks towards me and now he's just inches away from me. Gosh his eyes just attacked me. I think today I'm feeling weirdly weird. Because I give him a hug and whisper, "You're my best friend.". Then I let him go and grab Lisa's hand and quickly walk away.

"What was that for?",Lisa asked.

I say nothing and look away. My cheeks had this burning sensation.
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Two weeks pass by and it's one day till my birthday.

It's 11:30 PM and Jimin is still not home. He's hanging out with his friends. We don't talk much anymore but at least he's not ignoring me. Ah fuck there's class tomorrow... why does my birthday have to be on a Monday?

I suddenly feel tired and go up and lay in bed. I close my eyes and drift to sleep.

Lick Lick

"Aish.",I say slightly pushing Dooly. It's already morning!

I stand up and notice that cat hasn't tried to scratch me. I look around and no ones here.

"He always tells me happy birthday in the mornings...",I whispered. Dooly looked at me and licked my hand. Then he went down... don't ask how he goes down.

I follow Dooly. He's probably hungry.

Then I notice a black bag in my desk that I have never seen. I walk to it and a sticky note is attached to it.

Sorry Jungkook-ah I didn't want to wake you up and I have a early class again. But Happy birthday!

I look inside and it's a camera with it's equipment. To be exact a SONY A9 Alpha. Then I look at the bag and it has it's own price ticket.

I start coughing and I feel tears wail up in my eyes.

"I'm gonna return this shit. It's too much.",I say softly. I take the camera and it look so cool.

I leave it in my closet and close the door.

"Dear Dooly don't try to go in the closet.",I say and slowly pet him. I go to my classes and a lot of my classmates tell me happy birthday. I don't know how they found out but I don't mind.

Lisa comes,starts hugging me, and kissing my cheeks.

"Lisa stop.",I say pushing her face away. She then hands me a bag and I look inside. A teddy bear, candy, and a gift card of 50$.

"Thanks.",I say giving her a kiss on the forehead.

"Your welcome.",She says.
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I get to the dorms and hope to see Jimin there but he is nowhere to be found. Dooly is just at the door sitting there. I swear sometimes he acts like a dog instead of a cat.
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It's 11 PM when Jimin comes through the door and is panting.

"KOOKIE!",He yells making me jump. I sit up from my bed and in his arm is a cake and a bag in his arm.

I rush down the bed and almost trip.

Jimim is putting down the cake and get's a cup from the bag.

"Here. I know how much you like Banana milk.",He says handing it to me. I grab it and drink it.

Yum. Delicious as always.

"Jimin-ah... the gift you gave me...",I say.

"No take backs. I already threw the receipts away.",He said.

Then he comes to me and hugs me.

"Happy Birthday Jungkookie.",He says softly.

"I know it's late but I invited some people for cake.",He said quickly departing from the hug.

I bit my lip and kind of have the urge to hug him again. Minutes later Lisa and some other people come flooding in. Namjoon even comes as well and also Jimin's friends.

They put candles on the cake and light it.

"Make a wish!",The crowd yells. I look around and don't find Jimin.

I look at the candle and remember when Jimin would stare at me until I blew the candles. But now he was nowhere in sight.

Although I always made the same wish, my mind was wishing something else.

I wish...

I wish I become a rich and successful man.

I then blow the candles and my real wish is not around.