REGRET

4

JM
Wildest Dreams- Taylor Swift

Jungkook had screamed at me.

"It's okay Jungkookie.",I said and closed the door.

He called me Jimin-ah.

It's been a while since he called me by a nickname. I smile and I don't even know why, he had just screamed at me.

I took a shower and noticed Jungkook was already sleeping.

"Jungkookie.".I said softly. Nothing.

I touched his hair knowing he was a heavy sleeper.

"I'm glad you're my friend.",I said ruffling his hair.

"I know you don't like me clinging. I'll stop from now on.",I said even if I know he couldn't hear me.

"Sorry.",I said and then I see his back. He's been exercising and it's obvious.

I get to my bed and try to fall asleep but I can't.

So I climb down and decide to study. I don't notice when I fall asleep.

I know I'm sleeping but the aroma is so strong.

Then I see Jungkook and he's smiling at me. How long has it been since he smiled at me?

"You look nice Jimin-shi.",Jungkook said touching my cheek. My cheek immediately turns red.

He pulls me closer.

"I wonder what these plumb lips can do?",Jungkook said touching my lips.

"Hmm.",I blurt out.

"Jimin.",I hear a voice and someone is shaking me.

I wake up shocked of what I had dreamt. Jungkook is looking at me with a worried look.

"Oh.",I say blinking several times. It was just a dream.

"You okay? Your face is warm.",Jungkook said.

"I just had a weird dream.",I said giving a shrug. Act like nothing happened. Act like nothing happened!

"Oh okay.",Jungkook said still standing there.

I stand up and head to my bed.

"Goodnight Jungkookie.",I said climbing to my bed. Hoping that he wasn't suspicious.

"Night.",He said and went to his bed. Just what I expected.

I try to fall asleep but I can't. When I do it's late and I have another wild dream.

"You're so fucking tight.",Jungkook says on top of me. Then he gives me a lustful kiss on my mouth.

Beep Beep

I slam my alarm off my face all red.

"Dang it.",I say pulling my hair up. I notice Jungkook is still sleeping and I go ahead and make breakfast.

Minutes later Jungkook comes in the kitchen.

"Morning.",Jungkook said stretching his arms.

"Morning Jungkook-ah.",I said putting the scrambled eggs on the table.

He looks at me with a confused face.

"What's wrong?",I ask.

"Nothing.",He said immediately and went to the bathroom.

I proceed to cook the bacon and pour two cups of orange juice.

"Thanks Jimin.",Jungkook said when he sat for breakfast.

"You're welcome.",I say.

He looks at me with another confusing look. I ignore it this time and start eating my breakfast.

I finish my breakfast and go dress.

Knock Knock

"Jungkook-ah can you open the door.",I say and quickly put on my sweater.

"Ah Morning Jiminie!",Tae yells when I come out the bathroom. He gives me a hug.(The bedroom has no walls separating the kitchen and bedroom.)

Jungkook just stands there.

"Ah Tae meet Jungkook. Jungkook-ah meet Taehyung.",I say. Jungkook looks at me and back to Taehyung.

"I'm glad you made friends.",Jungkook said with a small smile.

"He's so cute ain't he.",Tae said squishing my cheeks.

"Aish Tae!",I say and try to tickle him.

"Well we gotta go to class.",Tae said checking his watch.

"Um bye Jungkook-ah.",I say and follow Tae.

"I quite don't like him.",Tae said when walking to class.

"Why?",I ask.

"He looks too serious and like a gangster.",Tae said and scrunches his face.

"He's quite nice although he hates being touched.",I say with a smile.

"You look like you didn't get enough sleep.",Tae said looking at me closely.

"Overnight studying.",I said.

"Don't stress too much Jiminie!",Tae says ruffling my hair.

"Ahh Tae don't mess up my hair even more!",I yelled hitting him lightly.

Tae laughed and took out his tongue running to class.
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Two days pass and I still have these dreams. Every night the dreams become even rougher that I don't even dare go to sleep.

"F-Fuck Jimin.",Jungkook's voice lingers in my dreams.

Is it because I have been around him too much or is it because I'm sleeping with him in the same room?

I look in the medicine cabinet and find sleeping pills.

"It wouldn't hurt.",I say taking one.

Although the pills help I can still hear his voice and then an idea pops in my mind.

If I'm not around him much, I won't have wild dreams.

And that's exactly what I plan to do because I can't handle this. Even if doesn't work it's worth a try.