REGRET

28

JM
Lovemark- Ouse

"I should go.",I whispered. I was in Jungkook's car and was covered up in Jungkook's jacket.

"Do you feel better?",Jungkook asked me caressing my head.

"Yeah.",I said with a small smile.

You know when they say there's that one person that makes you feel alive and happy.

I have that person in front of me but i'm not feeling anything right now . My head is throbbing and I rather not say anything.

"Can you take me home please?",I ask.

Jungkook nods and starts driving. I look out the window and the sun is covered by clouds.

"Why do you like me Jungkook?",I ask.

"Because I do.",Jungkook said.

"What if you just miss me...",I mutter still looking out the window.

"No I would know.",Jungkook said and grabbed my hand.

I squeeze his hand and wonder how long will he love me.

"Jungkook how did you know I was here?",I ask.

"I was passing by and noticed a pathway. I like secret places as well Jimin-shi.",Jungkook said.

"Aren't you scared?",I asked.

"Scared?",Jungkook asked.

"What if people find out about us?",I said.

"Then they will find out about us.",Jungkook said furrowing his brows.

"Stop worrying Jimin-shi.",Jungkook said and patted my head.

I forced a smile.

what if people start hating you Jungkook?

I bit my lips.

I don't want you going through it as well. I don't deserve someone like you... I never did. My head is throbbing even more... worry filling my thoughts.
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"Keep my jacket. I'll see you tomorrow.",Jungkook said.

"But aren't you busy?",I ask.

"Yeah but I can squeeze in for you.",Jungkook said with a smile.

"Take care. Love you.",Jungkook says and drives off.

"Yeah.",I whisper. I enter the house and Taehyung engulfs me with a hug.

"Where were you?! Don't disappear off like that?!",Taehyung yells.

"Sorry.",I said.

Taehyung stares at me and he furrows his eyebrows.

"Are you okay?",Taehyung said.

"Yeah.",I said with a laugh.

"Me and Jungkook are in good terms.",I said showing him his jacket.

"Really?",Taehyung asked with a smile.

I nod and skip to my room. I close the door and sit on the floor.

Tears swell up in my eyes and I just put my head in Jungkook's jacket.

One question going through my mind.

How can you love someone broken?

I fan my eyes and put a smile on and go to the rest of the members. We had a concert in 30 and they were relaxing their vocals.

Taemin comes behind me and hugs me.

"You'll are going to do amazing.",Taemin said softly.

I nodded and smiled. My head was still throbbing and I felt dizzy.

"Come on let's go.",Hoseok said running to the car.

I followed and suddenly I blacked out for a second.

"You alright?",Yoongi asked who was walking behind me.

"Yeah.",I said.

"Let's do this.",I said giving Yoongi a high-five.