A blaring noise resonated around me.
'The fire alarm?!'
I was panic stricken.
Searching around, I frantically grabbed my phone and my purse. I ran out of the music video tech room to see everyone making a dash for the exit of the building.
Mrs. Sung saw me as she was passing by and yelled out, "(y/n), the building is on fire. You have to get out of here before it spreads!" Then she was gone with the crowd of people rushing to escape. I began running along with everyone else. A staircase was close by, so I started descending it.
As I was going down the stairs, pushing my way forward beside many other panicked employees, I heard someone shout my name.
"(Y/n)!!"
My hand was grabbed and I stopped to turn around. It was Yeosang.
"Yeosang?!" I yelled back over the screeching alarm.
"Listen, I hope we make it out of here, but just in case we don't, I need to tell you something important." He paused for a second, trembling and out of breath before continuing, "I like- no. I love you (y/n)."
His eyes looked sad as he carefully cupped my cheeks with his hands and leaned in towards my face. Our lips nearly touched but then...
I woke up with a jolt, sweaty and startled.
I was in my bed in my darkened apartment. Checking the time on my alarm clock, it was three in the morning.
'What a crazy dream...' I thought, rubbing my temples.
The very end of the dream when Yeosang confessed and nearly kissed me flashed through my mind. I froze and my eyes widened.
I thought about that scene over and over.
'Ahh! What am I thinking?!' I thought, shaking my head.
I laid down and stared at the ceiling, trying to calm myself.
'Yeosang... if only you really were in love with me...' I thought.
'This sucks. I'm crushing on someone who probably doesn't think of me as more than a fan or an intern. He might even think of me as a friend, but that's the most I would be to him.'
I turned over on my side, trying to get comfortable as my thoughts kept racing.
'The real question is, if I ever confessed to him, would he give me a chance...?'
I laughed. 'Why would he...? Unless I'm underestimating myself... Ugh, I don't know. I need a second opinion.'
I called Nari, hoping she would answer despite the time.
"H-Hello?" Her voice croaked. She sounded like she had just been woken up.
"Sorry, did I wake you?" I asked.
"Yeah, but it's fine. What is it? Is something the matter?"
"Well... I just woke up from this dream."
"Uh huh."
"I dreamed that I was at work and the building caught on fire. As I was making my way to the exit, Yeosang found me and confessed his love for me. And then he... he... leaned in to kiss me. But I woke up."
"Oh, dang."
"Yeah..."
"So what do you think about that?"
I was quiet for a moment, trying to choose my words carefully. "I think... I think I care about him even more than I thought I did. I think that... I need to just embrace my feelings, but that's hard because of this situation. I mean, the likeliness of him actually accepting me and returning these feelings... seems extremely low. I don't even know if he wants to date at all when it's such a risky thing... you know that. So what I'm saying is... I'm putting myself through a lot of heartache by crushing on Kang Yeosang."
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Secret(Yeosang X Reader)
FanfictionYou are selected to work at KQ Entertainment for a music video technician internship over the summer. While you are there, you get to work closely with Ateez. You become fond of all the members, but the shy boy makes your heart beat a little faster...