Anti (GxG) - (Under serious Editing)

Chap 15. Hopeless

It wasn't until the third year of college that they met. Back then Ivy was a different person, always trying to please everyone and avoiding confrontations at any costs all due to her fear of losing what she had, her friends, the adventures, everything was too good to risk it over pride which led her to agree with a lot of things she wasn't ok with. 

They met in a random college gathering in a bar, Ivy's friends joined another group and they hung out for the night. In situations like that Ivy was not the type to initiate anything, she only went with whatever was proposed to her. One of the girls from the new group approached her casually as everyone was chatting and drinking outside the bar. This girl was tall, with long black hair, glasses and a large inviting smile she wore while trying to make conversation. A few beers later, Ivy was already more opened and finally picked up on the girl's flirts. That had never happened to her, guys flirted and even invited her for more serious things but Ivy always refused laughing at their cheap game, but this time her heart raced when she realized the girl's intentions.

Not long after they got on the same page, Ivy was invited to her apartment. With the heartbeat of somebody who had just  jumped off a plane, she said yes. Before they knew they were awkwardly silent in the elevator. Until that day Ivy was a virgin, making out was the furthest she had ever gone and never with a girl, not even after getting into college. Of course she knew how lesbian sex worked but that wasn't what kept her on edge it was the girl and her flirty side smile that were making Ivy hot and absolutely horny with the anticipation of kiss.

That night, with this girl named Sarah she had just met, Ivy had all the first times of her life. For a kid that never had any doubts about herself, Ivy was face to face with a tsunami of questions, as she woke up with Sarah still naked sleeping on her chest. Funny thing was that when she got invited to come over Ivy had no second thoughts, everything just happened smoothly like she had done it many times before but the following days never felt more troubled but also exciting.

Being in love for the first time struck Ivy as lighting, she loved to be dragged around by Sarah either to have lunch, wait for her to finish her studies in the library or make out in every campus bathroom. They were drunk in love, consuming each other entirely and letting themselves be consumed by this new feeling they nurtured in the perfect little world in university that Ivy forgot about her conservative religious family.

Months went by without them noticing. Ivy was majoring in music and Sarah in Cinema, whenever they weren't in class, they were together making plans for the holidays. Everything about them was as cliche as it could be, Sarah was sexy and very bossy, always taking initiative in every aspect of their relationship and Ivy gladly followed her trying to please Sarah in every possible way. Their dream was so perfect it made Ivy completely ignore her worries and eventually forget about her parents, like that a year went by bringing the holidays break.

It would be the first time in two years that Ivy was conflicted about going home. Before she had no other option, it was going home or staying alone at campus, now she had Sarah who agreed to go home with her for the first week then they would go visit her parents until it was time to go back. The whole idea was perfect, allowing them to spend all day together and finally go for the rides they planned and Ivy was anxious to meet Sarah's parents and see what her life looked like back home.

Oftenly Ivy caught herself thinking about how it would be to wake up and go to bed with Sarah every day, how their home would be like if they lived together since they had very different tastes. The time they would spend during the break would give Ivy a glimpse of this fantasy she had been nurturing for a few weeks. 

As the holidays came, Ivy's parents came to pick her and Sarah up at University. First they were surprised that she was bringing a friend over but they didn't complain, they had always been polite people that welcomed most of Ivy's friends in their house so she knew they wouldn't suspect anything, as long as they were careful.