why me?

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I woke up to the feeling I was being held down I tried to move hut I was immediately pulled back. When the visions of last night flushed back to me. The feeling of being trapped made me think harder. I quietly sobbed at the thought of last night. I felt the person shift beside me. "Morning. Wait are you crying. Lex look at me" I rolled over and looked eyes with blake. I took a deep breath of relief. "I uh I thought you were Luca. It just scared me" he pulled me closer  "it ok he cant hurt you anymore. We well protect you it's all gonna be ok" he said softly "blake you gotta leave now my mom is on her way home early" cooper said coming into the room they both ran down the stairs I rolled onto my back and watch the ceiling fan spin som enough I feel back asleep. "Alex baby wake up" I heard a males voice say. When I opened them I saw my dad. His been in a rehab for a while now do to reasons I dont really know of. "Dad"   "yes baby I'm back and I wont leave ever again and I'll stay away from the drugs just for you beautiful" he said pulling me into a hug. I let myself cry a little "lex me and the boys are gonna woah when did you get back" cooper asked coming into the room "that's where your mom went for th business trip. She came to pick me up. But cooper even if I adopted you over as my dosen't mean I think of you any different from Alex" cooper clenched his jaw and started blinking fast as his eyes teared up. I pulled away from my dad and went to hug cooper dad joined the hug. "Family breakfast anyone" I said "can I have a friend tag along" cooper asked "sure kiddo" my dad said smiling at cooper jeez I take after my mom with the height thing they are both 6'1 and me and my mom are 5'5 and 5"3. We all got into 5ye car and wanted for coop and his friend. He got in followed by the payton boy from school. "You know mom. I've been excepted in to a med school in New York" melanie said while looking at me "really when do you leave"  "the Friday after graduation next week" oh she leaves in 2 weeks  "alexis it's ok you well always have me and the boys along with Blake's sister" cooper said throwing a smile at me "yea but anyways mystery kid what's your name" "I'm payton mooremiere sir a friend of coopers and hopefully soon a friend of lexi"  "hopefully nothing more then a friend do to max back home"  "dad that ended bad so I wouldn't bring him up" "no I nothing more then friends sir. Plus a friend has pretty much warned us to stay away" payton said with a low laugh "whi might this kid be" to avoid that question we pulled into the parking lot and I quickly got out "you like him back" cooper whispered "he just wants to fuck it then dip. His a fuck boy remember" "yea but that doesn't mean he cant change"he whispered back "debatable" I said and sat next to melanie "we gonna tell mom and dad about what happened last night" she said quietly I quickly shook my head "its get coop in trouble" I said back "are you sure. We could press charges" she said back I shook my head and went back to eating my food.

~back home~
We all got out of the car and went to house. "Ok kids. We are going to meet the neighbor since we haven't yet" my mom said coming into the room with a pie "come on kids you as well" she said grabbing my hand. Qe went next door and knocked. I stayed behind my mom even tho I know who lived here "hello there" a young lady said. "Hello we are the shelton's we moving in 2 days ago next door" my mom smiled "oh right come in please" she motioned for us to come in so we followed "lexi!!" Ali squealed from the couch jumping up "so you 2 have already met" the woman said and me and ali nodded "blake get downstairs now" "why" he yelled back "we have company please come now" welp this well be fun "blake this is-  "I know who they are mom lex cooper melanie and mrs.shelton and a random man who looks like lex but male and older" he smarted off "watch it blake I can still take your phone" a man snapped from the kitchen "welcome to the neighborhood" "thank you" my mom said smiling like a crazy person. "Mom I dont feel so well can I go home" I asked "sure honey. Text me or mel if you need anything" i nodded and left the house and back to my own. I ran to my room and closed the door I went to the window in Hope's to see the sunset. But nope all I see is blake standing shirtless in his window great he saw me. I quickly ducked down and out of sight. "I never wanted to move here" I screamed. So i maybe had anger issues but I fucking well. I collapsed onto my bed in any Hope's of comfort. Non great I pulled out my phone to see I missed a call from Bryce so I called him back.
Bryce/lex

Sorry I missed your call

It's all good. Me jaden and Payton were gonna head to the skate park you maybe wanna join

Sure why not

See you then
He hung up. I sighed and rolled off my bed. I ran down stairs and wrote a quick note for my mom. I slipped my vans on and grabbed my board and skates down the street. I saw Bryce jaden and payton but Bryce was facing away from me. I put my finger to my lips and smirked towards jaden and payton. I jumped off my board and ran and jumped on to bryces back "jesus fuck lex you scared the shit out of me" Bryce yell. I giggled and jumped down  "we heard your brother has been talking to Luca and his friends" payton said "oh well" I mumbled. We started skating and joking around jaden bumped into me casing me to bump into someone else "watch it god damnit I'm sorry lex" I looked up to see the one and only blake he held put a hand and I hesitated but grabbed it. Bryce watched him shocked but soon pulled him away.

Bryces pov*
When Blake put his hand out I saw a sparkle in his eye. After he helped her up I pulled him away. "Bro what is that"  "what is what" "that stupid sparkle in your eye everytime you look at lex"  "I dont know" "you haven't had that happen since vivien and she broke you that's why you are the way you are"  "I dont know man ita just lex is different I can feel it"  "yea till you end up hurting her" "I would never"  "blake you would. Plus rumor is her mom and dad are getting a divorce and her dad may bet custody of her. Making her move back to London. But nothing is set and stone yet" he looked hurt almost. Then he walked off so did lexi.

Alexis's pov*
I got a call from my mom telling me to get home. I let jaden and payton know and  I left. Cooper was out side with a group of boys. I walked past him and into the kitchen. "Why would I even let her go back with you. You were always drink or high a majority of her childhood you arent a fit parent Michael is" they didnt know I was there. And who the hell was Michael. I ignored my thoughts and went to my room laying out on my bed and soon falling asleep.

Authors note~ took forever to update but her it is