why me?

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The buzzing off my phone ring in my ear. I rolled over and turned off my alarm and got out of bed. I walked down stairs my dad was on the couch his hand to his face "what's wrong dad"  "I'm going back home sweetie. It's just not working out here anymore" he looked up at me "well stay in contact at least"   "without your mother knowing of course" he smiled and got up. He hugged me and then walked out of the house. "Wow this is really happening" I mumbled and went back upstairs and into the bathroom. I turned on the water and got in I wash up got out and dried off. I ran back to my room and picked out some clothes. I grabbed a white type top and blake ripped Jean's. And I walked downstairs and out if the house not saying a word to anyone. I walked down the street and to school. No watching where I was going I ran int ok someone "I'm sorry I didnt see you" I mumbled trying to help who ever I bumped into the boy grabbed my hand to stop me "lex it's ok" payton of course. I looked up and he looked back into my eyes "are you ok I see something different in your eyes" he said helping me up. I rubbed my eyes "I'm fine. Nothings wrong I'm gonna go to class" I said and rushed to my locker. I opened it but it was slammed shut blake stood there with a stupid smirk on his face "I kinda needed that open" "i didnt ask" his face dropped as he walked away "asshole" I mumbled re opening my locker grabbing what I needed. I walked to my 1st class I sat in my normal seat next to Quinton. He looked over at me "woah what's wrong" he said slightly rubbing my cheek "why dose everyone keep asking me that"   "your eyes. One looks like you popped a eye vessel and the other I just all pink"  "I'm find it's nothing" I laid my head down on the desk. I felt a tap on my shoulder "what" I snapped sitting up "you're kinda violating dress code so here" jaden said handing me his hoodie "thanks I guess" I pulled the hoodie over my head  and laid my head back down. Tye teacher came in and started talking so I pulled my head off the desk and rested it on my hand. Blake came in and sat in front of me as usual but this time he didnt say anything. I kept getting weird looks from everyone I slouched down in my chair hoping I was invisible. Nothing seemed to work. I pulled the hood of jadens hoodie over my head and laid my head back down. As soon as the bell rang I left the room "hey Alexi wait up" I heard a female voice from behind me I stopped and turned around. And girl who I recognized from my comment section on tiktok "I realized you didn't want anything to do with 1st period so I took notes for you. I'm dixie by the way" she handed me a piece of paper with words on it "thanks" I smiled and took the paper "wait we have almost all of our classes together sit near me please" u smiled and nodded she walked with me to my next class.

*Skip to lunch*
As soon as the bell rang I walked out. Dixie followed behind me "sit with me and my friends today you'll fit right in" she said "i dont know"  "no no I insist"  "yea ok sure" she smiled. When we got to the cafeteria she pulled me to a table with three other girls at it "this is alexis. Alexis this is addison charli and avani" she said pointing to each girl "oh wow she is absolutely adorable" addison said standing up and hugging me "I thought you would have sat with the fuck boys" avani said "oh come on avani you know you like Anthony" addison said with a wide smile on her face "and it's not like you dont like Bryce" avani snapped back "ok guys this isnt how we act around new girls" charli said standing up and coming over to me "come on sit dont be scared" charli said nugging me a little "I know your still new and all but do you have your eyes on anyone. Like besides jaden we all know whis hoodie is his"  "he gave it to me cuz I was breaking dress code. But I had and eye on blake but now his acting like a asshole"  "this is the most you've said and I absolutely adore you accent" addison said "thanks" "back to blake. He is Normally always like that when he doesn't want to get close to people mainly girls" "oh" "but dont worry he'll warm up to you dont worry" avani said. I finished eating and the girls talked more "hey new girl" j recognized the voice it was a girl I met on my first day. Miss rude popular girl "i dont know if you've heard but that's my boyfriend hoodie"  "no its jaden hosslers hoodie dip shit yall broke up" dixie said standing up. She rolled her eyes and walked away. I got up and throw my garbage away and walked out of the school building. I walked home and stormed in and to my room. I slammed the door and slid down it "a day in hells playground" I mumbled getting up and moving to my bed.

Authors note~ so sorry this took forever to update.