why me?

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"Hey wait who all knows your back" Bryce said walking into my room "just you and jaden" "so blake doesn't know" I shook my head "hey come hang out at jadens with me" he said pulling me out of bed "ok ok wait my shoes" "hurry" I slipped on my shose and we walked downstairs. He handed me my skate borad a d he grabbed his. We skated down across the street to jadens house "hey there lex" Amy said opening the door "is blake here" Bryce said quietly she smiled and nodded. We walked up stairs and he made me wait out side the door "hey guys" he said walking in "I have a question why exactly am I here" I heard blake say I packed my head around and he was facing away and Bryce pointed at me the looked back. I slowly walked into the room "actually I think I have to get going" "really already I just got here" as I said it he stopped and slowly turned around. "Ok I'm not hallucinating and you guys see her too right" he said rubbing his eyes I laugh. He came up to me pulling me closely and holding me "why are you here I thought" he cut himself off "fuck it I missed you lexi" he said into my shoulder "I missed you to blake" "now blake you dont have to go ther to ask her" jaden said as blake let go of me "ask me what" "so you know how the homecoming game is coming up and all" he said avoiding his real question "just fuck ask her you pussy" Bryce said "will you go to homecoming with me" he finally said "yes I'll go with you" "hey if you pull a fuck boy move on my now actually little sister I'll beat the shit out of you" Bryce said getting in between us "can I hug her now" he asked Bryce more as a hint to move. He did and he hugged me again tighter this time "I'm being compressed stop squeezing me" I said trying to breath he let go and looked into my eyes "i missed you so fucking much" "but you acted like you hated me for the longest time before I left" "I didn't want to get close to you and then you leave me for someone else" "I've never had the guts to hurt someone" I said "ok now kissing until you 2 are official" Bryce said getting in between us again. Soon after me and Bryce left "can we get taco bell" I asked him as he backed out "call mom and aske her" he said "oh right shes our mom now" I said with a smile he laughed and nodded. I called her "she said that's fine" "then let's go" he turned the corner "what do you think well happen between you and blake" "he asked looking over at me "probably nothing" "I dont think that" "then what do you think" "I think I'll have a niece by the last name of gray in a matter of 8 years" "no" "your 17 you'll be 18 in 2 months so less then that. I see this being something real" he pulled into the taco bell drive thru and we ordered then we went home "Lexi had a boyfriend" Bryce said as we walked through the door "that's fine honey" his mom said back "I dont actually it's just a date to homecoming" "is it that blake kid" I smiled and nodded we went into the kitchen and we sat down around the table and ate "I re start school tomorrow right" "yes you do are you ready" "yea I guess" "dont be nervous if anything happens I'll be there trust me" Bryce said. We finished eating and I went up to my room I laid on my bed and looked at the ceiling. I heard a light knock on my window so I went to check. I saw blake "open it please" he mouthed I nodded. I unlocked it pulling it open he came in "I just had to do something" he said placing his hands on my cheeks and kiss in my me softly on the lips he pulled back and smiled at me "this is a dream right" I said "no it's not lexi it's real 100%. I wasnt myself when you left I was no were near being me. I wanted you to be here with me the entire time you were gone and I also had time to think about what I wanted between us but I dont know what you want" "blake I thought you hated me when we first met you would ignore me and would always hang around with cooper but i soon started to see your soft side and that's the you i fell in love with I shouldn't have but I did" "ok but what are we what do you want us to be just tell me and I'll make it happen" he said stepping closer "I wanna take it slow but I dont wanna lose you" "we can take it as slow as you want I'll always be here" "then we are something but in dont know what" "let's consider it talking I guess till maybe after the game and the dance this Friday" he said pulling me into a hug he kissed the top of my head and went to leave "since your here cuddles" I said in a pout "sure" I smiled. I laid down and he laid behind me I rolled over and put my head on his chest he wrapped his arms around me he kissed the top of my head and I fell asleep.

Blake's pov*
I felt her low breathing under me. I cant believe I let one girl change me this much. I've wanted a real relationship but had no one to give me one "you've changed me alexis hall just know that" I rolled over to were her head was on my arm and i was holding her more like a baby. I smiled and feel asleep.

Lexis pov*
I woke up to my alarm and I went to get up but I was immediately pulled back I saw blake "you need to leave before Bryce or his mom come in" "shes your mom to" he mumbled "you have to go" "fine he sat up and looked at me "what are you waiting for" I said kinda pushing him "a kiss I'm not leaving without one" he said leaning against the head borad crossing his arms. I landed over to him kissing him gently he pulled away and went to the window "I'll see you at school" as soon as he got out the window someone knocked on my door "come in" Bryce walked in and handed me a bag of clothes "mom went shopping yesterday and got you some clothes and if they dont fit I put a old pair of sweats and a hoodie I also know blake was here last night but I'll keep it between us" he smiled "thanks Bryce" he walked out closing the door behind him I pulled out the sweats and the hoodie. I put my hair up in a messy bun and did some light make up. I walked downstairs and Bryce mom will our mom greeted me with a smile "good morning honey" "good morning" she handed me a plate with eggs and bacon I sat down across from Bryce and he laughed at me "what's so funny" "you look weird and lazy" "what am I supposed to do look hot to get peoples attention" "no I'll beat the shit out of them unless its blake unless he hurts you" I smiled. I finished eating and put my shoes on. Bryce walked into the living room and grabbed his keys. We walked out to his car and we got in. He back out and drove in the direction of the school. The closer we got the more nervous I was "you'll be fine dont worry" "what if cooper says something or melanie" "ignore them it's not hard" "but Quinton is with Melanie" "no they broke up his with some girl named Emma" "oh ok that's good" we pulled into the parking lot and got out. I walked close to Bryce till I was pulled away and tightly hugged from behind "I missed you" thankfully it was blake I smiled he put me down and I turned around "I missed you too" we walked back to Bryce hand in hand "making moves on my sister huh" he said saying sister a bit louder as cooper walked by "I mean why not" blake said kissing the top of my head. We walked inside and blake walked me to my locker "thanks" "no problem" he stayed next to me while I grabbed my books we walked to our first class. I sat in my seat and he sat in his I looked over at Quinton "hey q" I said "blake" Quinton said looking over at blake "it's fine q" he said "hey lex. I heard your a hall now" "yea" "it must be nice. I heard ever since you left everything there just blew up melanie moved to la with the boy she cheated on me with" "she cheated on you" "yea but it's ok I have her" he said pointing to the girl who walked through the door she sat in front of Quinton she turned and smiled hin then at me "omg you must me alexis" "yep" "you much prettier in person" "thank you you really pretty yourself" jaden stormed into the class room And sat down with a huff "hang on" "jaden what's up" "your bitch ass blood brother is what's wrong" he snapped "what happened" "he is trying to get his fuck breained friends to beat the shit out if you and I snapped I punched him square in the jaw knocking him out and I now have detention"he said pulling his hands into a fist "it's fine jaden. I always carrie a tazer in my bag plus Bryce gave me pepper spray" "then keep the both on you if they touch you they well fucking pay" he said calming down. Class went on and the bell rang I got up walking to my second class when I was pulled into a closet "what the hell" I yelled "sh dont scream" I heard it sounded like josh so I calmed down but put my hand in the pepper spray in my pocket. He let go and turned me around luckily it was josh I relaxed "cooper planned something for this period you have to skip I'll stay in here with you but you cant got to class" "then the school well call bryces mom and I'll be in trouble" he put a finger over my mouth "no you wont I called her and Bryce" I nodded and slid down the wall pulling out my phone opening tiktok I scrolled for a little bit before I got a text

Cooper: you cant hide for ever so you might as well come out now
Lex: no I'm good
Cooper: pussy
Lex: bitch

I looked up at josh who was film a tiktok so I crashed it and did the rest if the dance 10x better. "No fair hall" "oh right you can call me that now" "I thought about calling you gray but I knew I'd get attacked" I nodded and sat back down. This class period took for ever.

A/n
I'm sorry for not updating frequently I just guess I have alot going on I'll try a lot harder I promise