Die for you

intro

If I could think about all the things I would say to you, where would I start?..

Hey Lucas, you have a child. She's three.

Hey..I miss you..

Or how about, Where are you?

Would I tell you I still love you..or would I be lying?

Would I tell you that I can't move on from you? Despite the fact it's been two years and your image is starting to fade, or would I lie to you?

Would I tell you that I see your emerald eyes in our daughters daily, that I see your deep tanned skin and gorgeous blonde hair in her features too? Or would I lie to you?

Would I tell you her name? Would you even think about mine?

Would I tell you that I still have your picture hung on the wall by the staircase? Or would I say I had replaced it?

Would I tell you that there was something about your personality that I could never forget? How warm and loving you were..how you felt empathy toward everyone, how you gave so much?

Even your own life?