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" hello ?"
"wassup jakai ."
"wassup armoni ." This bitch ain't talked to me in forever now all of a sudden she calling me . Funny as fuck .
"How you been ma ?"
"Fine ."
"Why you being so dry wimmie ?"
"Why wouldnt i be ?" I asked.
" ight bru yo ass do to damn much ."
"Mkay girl , das all you want ?" I was honestly bored with this short ass conversation.
"Bit-" She hung up the phone. I looked at the phone and smiled .
Today been stressful , Santana been at my neck about shit like who I'm friends with . Even my daddy had something to say about my choice in boyfriends , claiming that jamari would be the death of me .
he is , but still .
My mama been sleep all day , which is unusual as hell . Londyn is at my dads house still , so it really just be me . I cant go no where alone , I'm not trynna die FOREAL .
I been throwing up a lot & Im 5 days late on my period . Everything I eat , comes right back up . Water barely stays down , I try to sleep as much as possible.
Jamari ain't called or texted me since last night . I saw he was on the block this morning though . I been looking at apartments for me to move into , I can't be here to much longer . Shit round here been very weird .
Santana opens & closes the door like 20 times a day just to take phone calls . He don't even live here but he here like this his crib . I'm starting to think he got my mama pregnant or sum . She do not be sleeping for 17 hours straight .
If he got my mama pregnant ima kill either him or that damn baby . She don't need no child right now , especially by his ass .
I was sick of all this shit & ready to have my damn life back . I don't know who exactly got a bag over my head buut they need to get it the fuck off .
Jamari was laid up with some girl , Ian even say nothing . It's a constant cycle. Am I tired of it ? Yes . But it's like he's my first everything . Half the shit me and him did , no body ever done . I've only been in one relationship and I was in 8th grade . So this feels real to me , it is real .
