Book of Mormon Oneshots

Fading Away(𝙼𝚌𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚢)

I KNOW YALL ARE GONNA HATE ME FOR THIS BUT IT'S ANGSTY
⚠️TW: Mentions of Death/Death/Medicine⚠️
Yes i did cry whilst writing all of this

Song Title: Cancer by My Chemical Romance
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Kevin's P.O.V

I walked into my Husbands room in the hospital, "Hey, Con". Connor looked at me, "Hi, Kevin" he said with a smile. I sat next to him on the bed and wrapped my arms around him "How are you?".

"I'm a little tired," Connor said."You can fall asleep on me, I'm not going anywhere," I said with a small chuckle. Connor mumbled something and all I could hear was "might" at the end of his statement.
"What did you say?" I asked. "Nothing that you need to worry about," Connor said. I sighed, "Okay." Connor smiled and closed his eyes.

"Turn away"

I look from my fidgeting hands to Arnold and Nabalungi.

"If you could get me a drink of water,"

"I wish I could have done something," I say, choking on my tears.

"Cause my lips are chapped and faded,"

"I know, Kevin but there's nothing you could've done," Arnold says, trying to comfort me.

"Call my aunt Marie,"

"I wish I could've saved him," I say, tears streaming down my face."

"Help her gather all my things,"

"Kevin, I do, too, the doctors did all they could for him" Naba says, tears in his eyes.

"Bury me in all my favourite colours"

"I know, I just wish he didn't leave," I say, starting to sob quietly.

"My sisters and my brothers, still I will not kiss you"

"Kevin, none of us do, but would he want us mourning over him?" Arnold says,

"Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

"N-No, he'd want u-us to be s-strong," I say;

"Now turn away, cause i'm awful just to see"

"So we have to be strong for him" Hank says and puts his hand on my shoulder to comfort me.

"Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body"

I bury my face in my hands, "B-But, it's h-hard"

"All my agony, know that I will never marry"

"I know, Kevin, I know," Arnold says

"Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo while counting down the days to go"

"I-I just want to tell him how much I love him"

I sob into my hands

"It just ain't living, and I just hope you know,"

"Kevin calm down," Arnold says.

"That if you say 'goodbye' today, I'd ask you to be true,"

I held onto Connor as he slept and I noticed that his heart-rate was slowly, but surely, dropping.

"Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you,"

I heard the long "beep" of the monitor as his heart stopped. I quickly called a doctor, but Connor was long gone before they could arrive; I cried as I held his now lifeless body against my tear stained chest.

"Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you"

(IF YOU WANT ME TOO I WILL MAKE A HAPPY ENDING TO THIS!!)

(I'm annoyed at writing this because i doNT likE WriTinG DEaTH.
But i wrote this in a breakdown at 3 in the morning in A&E so like 🤷🏻)

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