It is Day 19 and the topic "Discuss your first love"
My first love
My first love... It was one of the happiest times of my life but at the same time, it was also one of the most heartbreaking ones. I don't want to elaborate on it so much because I have mentioned it several times before in my previous blogs.
But my first love was sudden. It came like a hurricane, hit me hard and it was upon my decision to let go of it or not. My first love came to me as a person I disliked at first but gradually I fell for them. I couldn't keep my eyes off them and I tried my best to be around them.
But when I started being with them, I was happy but at the same time, I realize I was being a substitute for their previous lover. I was there to make sure they didn't suffer any emotional breakdowns and as long as they were happy, I was also happy.
Our story had its fairytale moments, we had our arguments but we didn't have our happy ending. Our story's ending was to be away from each other. As much as I was ready to spend my life with them, it wasn't meant to be and we only remained as friends. Friends maybe but now, it feels like we are more strangers than friends.