The Secret

18

"So how does it feel to be a pops again" you grinned as you gave him Abel.

"There's no word to describe it kiddo" he smiled looking down at his first grandson with admiration in his eyes. "I'm gonna teach you so much son"

"Dad don't you will make me cry" you laughed pulling your phone out taking a picture of him with Abel. You wanted to remember this moment forever. "Do you know how much I love you dad"

"Why do you sound like you are about to run" he chuckled.

"No I just realised I don't say it enough, I wouldn't be who I am today without you" you whispered resting your head on his shoulder.

"I am so proud of who you have become and I love you to flower" he smiled kissing the top of your head.
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"Have you heard from dad?" You asked ope after checking your phone for the millionth time. "It's been hours since Amber finished school and he should have been back by now from picking her up"

"Nah I haven't, you know what he's like" Opie laughed "always takes her for ice cream before dinner when he is in the school run, he probably just turned his phone off"

"Yeah you are probably right" you laughed.

"Now come on, you said you wanted to shift the babyweight" Opie grinned slapping his hand down on your shoulder "get in that ring"

"Who with" you laughed pulling Jax's hoodie off and tying the strings on your joggers.

"Me" he smirked holding the rope up so you could climb under.

"Oh it's on big bro" you smirked as you tossed him the hand wrap.

It wasn't long before you was dripping in sweat, your hair was a mess and Opie had a nice black eye forming as he was too busy trash talking you and let his guard down.

"Mmmm looking good" Jax hollered and get parked his bike up.

"Sorry bro you aren't my type" Opie shouted back causing you to collapse in a fit of laughter.

"I'm done for today" you panted laying back on the cool floor of the ring.

"You did good sis" Opie grinned holding his hand out to help you up. "Even if you did managed to land a sucker punch on me"

As soon as you climbed out the ring Jax wrapped his arms around you.

"Jax I need a shower" you giggled "I'm all sweaty"

"And I want to hug off my girl, sweaty or not" he smirked "but I mean I'm down for a shower"

"Down boy" you winked wiggling out of his grip grabbing a bottle of water.

"Fine but Later you are all mine" he winked "now where's my princess"

"Still out with dad, but they should have been back now it's 7pm" you said checking your phone and still nothing.

Something didn't sit right as you noticed clay watching your every move, you turned you gaze to Unser as he parked the car.

The look on his face confirmed your feeling that something bad had happened.

"What can we do for you Unser" Jax asked.

"There's been an accident" he said sending you an apologetic look.

In that moment your whole world started to crumble.

"Accident?" You asked in disbelief.

"Yeah a semi ploughed into the tow truck, you need to get to the hospital" he said.

All of a sudden it was like you was under water, you could hear everyone shouting but everything was muffled, you tried moving but your feet were frozen and your whole body felt heavy.

"Baby" Jax said as he stood in front of you "we need to go"

The kiss he placed on your forehead brought you back to the real world.

"You gonna be able to ride?" He whispered.

Shaking your head as you held your hands out to show how much you was shaking.

"Okay, come on we will take the car" he whispered.

"No, the ride will help me stay calm, I will ride with you" you mumbled as you trudged over to his bike grabbing your helmet off your bike.

Once Jax was on the bike and flicked the kickstand you climbed in the back wrapping your arms tight round his waist and rested your head between his shoulder blades as he took off down the road with the rest of the sons behind you.

If it wasn't for Jax's arms round your waist as you walked through the hospital you would have been a heap on the floor.

You linked your hand with Opie's squeezing it tight as you all crowded in the waiting room.

As soon as the doctor came out, all it took was one look at his face and you knew it was bad news.

"I'm assuming you are all here for Amber Teller and Piermont Winston?" The doc said.

"How are they?" You breathed clinging onto Jax.

"We did all we could I am so sorry" he said.

"No no no no no" you screamed collapsing on the floor sobbing uncontrollably.

"The injuries they both sustained was just too much" the doctor said.

Feeling two sets of strong arms wrap around you, you pounded the floor with your first screaming.

Finally looking up at the doctor. "Can we say goodbye"

"Yeah follow me" he nodded.

"Come on boys" you sobbed holding each hand out to Jax and Opie. "We do this together"

You suddenly felt multiple sets of arms go over the three of you, looking up to see Chibs looking down at you giving you a soft nod before speaking.

"We do it as a family"