Crazy?

Chapter 11:the heartache

Danielle's POV

Once he left I went in the room. My father and brother were talking to themselves but stoped when they saw me. They literally ran into my arms. Now I'm really angry. I still can't believe that they lied about everything.

"Why did you lie? Why didn't you help me? Why did you leave me?" To say I was mad was an understatement I was furious and I was heartbroken. They left me by myself to rot.

"You don't understand we had to" my father said as he sat down on one of the beds. Sam my brother who I barely recognize anymore is still standing looking at me.

"No you didn't have to. You could have said you were just like me but no you left me alone to rot in a prison. I don't even remember what it was like to be normal" that made my father stand up and start to yell.

"DO YOU THINK THAT WAS NORMAL!!! I COULDN'T ROT IN JAIL. I TRIED TO SAVE BOTH OF YOU BUT I COULDN'T. WHAT DID YOU WANT ME TO DO?" His face got all red.

"I WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU TO HELP ME! I WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU TO BE WITH ME!!!" I didn't realize I was yelling and I didn't realize I was crying.

"YOU LEFT ME!!!! you left me when I thought you didn't have a choice. I thought you would have fought for me but I knew you couldn't because you were under his control...but you could have...you could have saved me but you didn't you were just thinking of yourself and Sam. You left me with years of heartache and misery. Did you know I cried myself to sleep ever night? Did you know I wanted to take my own life?" I got quieter at the end because I was crying so much.

"I'm sorry" my father tried to come closer but I backed away.

"Bullshit" I was becoming more broken by the second I had to get out of here.

"Why don't you tell her?" Sam finally spoke.

"Tell me what?"

"Your so clueless. That pretty boy of yours didn't tell you or maybe he's keeping it from you huh and you think you can trust him?" My brother spat out.

What was he talking about Jake had nothing to do with this.

Before I could ask what was going on a knock at the door disturbed us.

"Come in" my voice was weak and low.

"Hey I need to see you Danielle" it was Yasameen I could tell by the accent but to be honest it could have been anyone I needed to get out of there. Before anyone could object I walked out of the room and shut the door standing there like I just got ran over by a bus.

"Are you ok?" She looked at me with concerned eyes. "I heard all the yelling from down the hall. I didn't want you to go through it anymore" she put an arm around my shoulders and walked me to my room. "Take all the time you need ok? If you need me I'm in this room" she pointed to the room across the hall from mine. "If you need to talk I'm here" I didn't know what else to do so I hugged her and went into my room and closed the door.

I laid on the bed and cried until I could fall to sleep but sleep never came. All I did was cry...