Strip Me Down (Kylo Ren X Reader)

𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓭𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽?

A/N - If y'all wanna really cry just put Birdy - Deep End or Are You With Me - Nilu on repeat, not that this chapter is extremely sad, but these songs be sad and fit in with Y/N and Kylos broken vibe lol

Chapters will be less frequent as I go back to my job tomorrow. Please pray for me lmao 

Enjoy!

As weeks went by, you noticed that the Knights of Ren continued to come back, but only for your show. They came in exactly 5 minutes before you started right through until you finished with a chest reveal or a seductive pose, they were gone. There was no sign of that Kylo Ren again, you knew this because you never had that vibration in your mind again from the first night you seen him. 

They were coming in every. Single. Night. 

Were they spying on you? You felt your heart in the pit of your stomach even thinking about them watching you, and this wasn't you. You loved all eyes on you when you performed, publicly and privately in those small booths that reeked of pure cigar, sweat and booze. But for some reason, they made you so uncomfortable. 

So uncomfortable it made you nauseous.

You thought about Kylo Ren every day, before and after your shift, wanting to know if you'd ever see him again, you felt so different that night he was there, it felt like he was the only person in the room, watching your every move, the way your hips rotated in circles on the floor, against that pole, making a man that powerful feel so hot and bothered that he had to get up and leave as soon as you were finished? Wow.

You had to snap out of this trance that you were in. You were somehow feeling slightly aroused by him, but why? You don't know what he even looks like under that stupid mask, he could be the ugliest creature you'd ever seen, he could literally look like Jabba the Huts, tall, built, skinnier son. 

"Cherry, you're up next. Good luck honey, the crowd is wild tonight." Your co-worker said, she was gorgeous, her skin was the colour of blue skies of Cloud City. Aayla, she was older than you, but looked out for you the most, like a big sister. 

A sister. 

You haven't felt sisterly love in a long time. 

You smiled as you walked onto the stage of your name being called and howled by the sweaty, smelling, rich creatures. You looked around the room and saw no sign of Kylo Ren, not even his Knights of Ren. Strange, they're usually here by now. 

You performed to the best of your ability, while credits were being tossed at you from every direction possible. You felt amazing, you were enjoying your own self tonight.

You felt free.

When you completed your performance, instead of making your way to the bar, you went backstage into your own dressing room. You sat down at your vanity mirror, and held a drawing that Maz drew for you before you set off to the big city. It was you and your sisters. You told her all about them when Maz first took you in, she created the rest by memory, but stars it was creepily accurate how much the drawing looked like them. You missed them, but you were moving on. You had too.

You wrapped your black silk robe around you when Aayla knocked on your door. She only used your name when something was serious, or she was afraid. 

"Y/N. Theres a very powerful man requesting your presence in booth number 8." Her voice was shaking. 

"Did you not tell him I was done for tonight?" you said sternly, not even noticing the fear in Aaylas voice. "Fine, he better get me that coin though." 

You walked past, while taking your robe off and throwing it to the floor. 

Your mind started vibrating again, the closer you got to the booth, the stronger it got. 

It was him. You knew it, you just knew it. You felt your stomach rising into your throat, you felt so afraid and vulnerable, but damn it, you were a stripper, you were raised to not show any vulnerability, stay strong. 

You slowly moved back the purple velvet curtain to reveal the one and only, Kylo Ren. 

"You requested me?" You said with fake confidence. 

He didn't respond. 

You rolled your eyes, this man didn't seem as powerful as you thought, you laughed under your breath. 

"Ok, well thanks for wasting my time. Have a nice night sir." You said sarcastically, just about to walk outside of the booth, you felt a leather hand come around to the front of your face, grabbing you by the throat, pinning you against the wall.

You rarely used the force, but his grip was so strong, you couldn't fight back with your hands like Chewie taught you. You had to use the force. Lifting your hand you threw Kylo Ren back into the booth wall, his large frame denting the wall. You couldn't believe it, you couldn't believe how powerful you were, but you knew you were in for it, you just fought back to the FUCKING SUPREME LEADER OF THE FIRST ORDER. 

Your body froze, you couldn't move. An invisible grip was holding you back from moving. You realised that Kylo had the force, your eyes widened. Kylo dusted himself off and slowly walked over to you, only your eyes could follow him. 

"You possess the force. You are very powerful." He asked, his voice so deep and dark under that mask of his. 

You never answered, you don't trust this stranger, you decided to say nothing. 

"Oh, little whore doesn't want to talk?", you realised he can read your thoughts, you quickly put your walls up, like Luke taught you, keep the dark side out. 

He put his huge hand which was covered by a leather glove to the side of your head and started tensing. The pain that ran through your mind was unbearable. It was like a thousand hot rods electrifying your brain. You were still paralysed from the force, the sounds coming from your throat were animalistic. 

You fought hard to not let Kylo Ren in, you would not let your Master down. 

You could tell he was struggling by the tension and shaking in his hand, to the point he had to catch his breath afterwards. You felt a release in your body, like your first stretch in the morning, the relief in your muscles was almost making your body limp. 

"What do you want?" You asked, showing all the vulnerability you said you wouldn't show.

The dark mask stared right into your soul, you flinched as you seen his hand rise to your face. You saw black and your body went limp, as your body fell, Kylo caught you into his arms and carried you away. 

Back to the Starkiller Base.