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WARNING: self harm

Quinn's POV

I let out a sigh as we walk into the bus. I smile when Kai rushes down the stairs. "I can't believe you!" he yells. "What?" I mumble. He spends the next 20 minutes yelling at me and telling me a bunch of lies that Andy had told him. I run to the bathroom after Kai goes back upstairs. I grab my razor and set it on the floor before stomping on it. "Quinn are you ok?" Frank asks. "Y-yeah. There was a spider." I lie. "Ok. If you wanna talk we can." he tells me. "I'm good." I mumble. I hear him sigh as he walks away. I bend down and pick up the blade before throwing the rest of the razor away. I grab a roll of bandages from under the sink and shove both the razor and the bandages in my pocket before walking to my bunk. I climb into my bunk and lay a towel across my lap before closing my curtain. I grab the razor and drag it across my wrist. I do this until there are ten cuts on each arm. I quickly clean up the blood before wrapping my  arms and putting my hoodie on. I put all of my stuff in my backpack before hopping  out of my bunk. "Who broke a razor?" I hear Jake ask as I walk towards the door. I shrug and walk outside. I walk over to the woods at the edge of the venue and sit under a tree. I pull the pack  cigarettes that I stole from Frank out of my pocket and take one out. 

I put it in between my teeth before lighting it. "You know those things will kill you right?" I hear a familiar voice ask. I take the cigarette out of my mouth and look up. I shrug when I see Jack standing next to me. He shakes his head and sits next to me. "You ok?" he questions. I nod and lean my head against the tree. "What the hell is that?!" Jack shouts. I look down and quickly pull my sleeve down. "What the fuck dude!" I yell as Jack grabs my cigarette and puts it out.

He grabs my arm and pulls my sleeve up. I wince and quickly pull my arm away from him. "Quinn." he mumbles. "Save it, Barakat." I huff as I stand up and walk to Kellin's bus.

Welp we're starting to get into the drama. Strap in kids, it's all downhill from here!
                                             ~Sawyer

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