Jersey Hearts

17

WARNINGS: SELF HARM AND SUICIDE

*1 month later*

I sit in my bunk and look down at my arms. I hold the blade to my wrist and take a deep breath. Things between me and Kai have just been getting worse. He hates me and it's all Andy's fault. I know that I should be taking my anger out on him and not myself but I can't help it. Life just isn't worth living anymore. I clench my jaw as I begin cutting. After a while I lay down and close my eyes. My last thought before I allow the darkness to take me is 'I'm sorry.'

Mikey's POV

My eyes widen as I walk over to Quinn's bunk and see blood trailing down the side and onto the floor. "Quinn!" I shout as I pull back the curtain. Tears fill my eyes when I see Quinn laying there with hundreds of cuts on their wrists. "No! No no no no!!! Q-Quinn please wake up!" I shout as I shake them. "Fuck! Frank call an ambulance!" I yell as I pick them up and take them into the living room.

"What the fuck!" Frank yells. "Just call an ambulance!" I scream. He frantically pulls out his phone and calls 911. "T-This isn't happening." Kai stutters. "Baby please. Please wake up." I beg. A small amount of relief washes over me when I see Quinn's eyes open a little. "M-Mikey." the mumble. "I'm here, sugar. I'm right here." I tell them. "I-I'm sorry." they stutter before closing their eyes.

. "No no no! Stay with me Quinn." I plead. Finally the ambulance arrives and takes Frank and Quinn to the hospital.

I pace as we wait for the doctor to tell us is Quinn is ok or not. "Mikey sit down. It's gonna be a while." Ray says as he wipes a tear from his face. "H-How do you expect m-me to sit down w-when the person I l-love could be dying!" I stutter.

Gerard stands up and pulls me into a hug. "They'll be ok." he mumbles. "W-Where are they?!" Kellin asks as he walks over to us. "They're still in surgery." Frank tells him. "They'll be ok. T-They have to be." I hear Kai whisper to himself. "Why do you care? This is your fault!" I bark. "Mikey." Jake warns as he stands up. "What? It's true! We all know it!" I shout.

"No it isn't Mikey. This is Andy's fault." Jinxx says as he rests his hand on my shoulder. I hear Andy scoff and rage boils through my vains. I turn and glare at him. "You fucking psychopath." I growl. "What?" he huffs. "You're so fucking shallow! How could you do this?!" I scream. Andy shrugs before walking towards the door. "Oh absolutely fucking not." Kellin growls as he grabs onto the front of Andy's shirt. "W-we're over." Kai stutters as he stands up and walks closer to us. "Excuse me?" Andy growls as he turns to face Kai. "You heard what he said." Gerard barks. "What the fuck ever. But before I go you should know that I was just using you." Andy says before turning and walking out of the hospital. "Are you the family of Quinn Iero?" a tall man in what looks like a lab coat asks as he walks over to us. "Yes. Are they ok?!" Frank asks. "Well there's good news and bad news. The good news is that they're alive." the doctor tells us. "W-what's the bad news?" I question. "They're in a coma and we don't know when or if they're going to wake up." the doctor explains. "You can go see them now if you want. They're in room 106." the doctor walks away and I turn to Frank. He nods and we all walk down the hall towards Quinn's room. When we get there Frank opens the door and we all rush into the room. My heart sinks when I see Quinn laying unconscious in their hospital bed. "I-i can't. I have to get out of here." I mumble before backing out of the room and running down the hall. I run out of the hospital and walk to the nearest bar. I sit down at the bar and order a drink.

Frank's POV

It's been about an hour sense Mikey stormed out and no one has been able to get a hold of him. "I'm gonna go look for him." Gerard mumbles. I nod and Gerard walks out. "I'm gonna call Emerson and let him know what happened." Kai says before standing up and walking into the hall. I let out a sigh as I look down at Quinn. "I'm so sorry." I mumble as I rest my head on the side of their bed. "They'll be ok." Ray says as he puts his hand on my shoulder. "They're a fighter. Just

like you."

AN: I'm sorry that it took me forever to update. I was trying to figure out what I wanted to do with this story -Sawyer