My Hero Academia One-Shots

⚠️Hurts like hell⚠️ (part 1)

Vent fic
Includes: Self harm, self loathing, depression, anorexia and drug use
Relationship: BakuSquad-Poly (Sero Hanta, Katsuki Bakugo, Eijiro Kirishima, Mina Ashiso and Denki Kaminari)

Sero stared into the mirror, taking in every detail of himself.
The bags under his eyes, his unhealthily skinny frame, his plain face...everything. He fucking hated it.
He was ugly.
Oh, so ugly.
Every time he would hang around with people, he'd get comments about how plain he looked.
Or when he was with his friend Aoyama, he would be told to put on some make up, that he needed some to hide how sickeningly pale he was.
He felt sick.
He was pulled from his thoughts by shouting.
He could hear shouting downstairs. It sounded like Katsuki. Maybe he was yelling at Eijiro? Or kaminari? Definitely not Mina.
He couldn't tell. He didn't care either.
He hadn't been active in the relationship in a while, and his four lovers hadn't said anything to him in at least a week...or was it two..? Maybe more?
He couldn't remember.

Sero sighed and left his room. He stumbled down the stairs and into the common area, trying to make his way to the kitchen without being noticed.
He looked terrible, more terrible than normal.
His hair was messy, knotted and greasy.
He looked tired, since he hadn't slept in 4 days.
He wore a large sweatshirt, one from Katsuki, and a pair of sweatpants. He was covering his entire body with hot, baggy clothes.
It was 92 degrees in June.
He was noticed almost immediately.
"Oi, Soy-Sauce." He heard. He ignored it.
"Sero, baby!" Mina called. He ignored it.
"Hey, bro!" It was Kirishima. He ignored it.
"Sero?" That was Kaminari. He ignored it.
He just walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass, filling it with wafer.
His hands shook. He hasn't eaten in a while. 4 days to be exact. So, he's weak.
He stared at the cup for a moment before taking a quick drink of water, coughing afterwards.
He leaned against the counter and caught his breath. The water had been the first thing he drank since two days earlier.
He didn't move until he felt arms wrap themselves around his waist, squeezing him tightly.
He flinched, but didn't try to push the person away or argue against the action. He just stood there, waiting for them to let go.
But they didn't.
"Hey Sero!" Kaminari exclaimed. "Where've you been babe? We've tried texting you!"
Sero stared at his reflection in the water. "My phone died."
Kaminari frowned. "Babe, it's been almost a month. Are you saying you haven't charged your phone in that long?" He asked.
Sero frowned. It had been that long?
"Charger broke." He stated.
"Well, you could've just told me to come charge it! We've come by every day, knocking. Haven't you heard us?" He asked. "Have you been sick?" He asked worriedly.
Sero shrugged. "I guess,"
"Then why haven't you gone to the doctor? If you've been sick for a whole ass month?"
Sero flinched. Was Bakugo in here too?
He turned around slowly, causing Kaminari to let go of his waist.
He stared back at his four lovers, all of whom looked worried.
Sero felt as if a knot was in his throat and the only way to get it out was to cry. But he choked it back.
"I didn't see the use in it," he lied.
"I call fucking bullshit," Bakugo snapped. "It's been a month and you haven't talked to anyone from our entire class,"
Sero flinched away, looking down. "I've just-"
He was cut off by Bakugo. "Cut the shit, Hanta. What the fuck is wrong?" He asked.
Sero glanced down, not saying anything for a minute or so. "I'm just...down. I'm fine though..." he muttered.
He looked back up to see Kaminari with his arms crossed. "I'm not buying it." He stated.
Kaminari knew a bit more about Sero than the others, specifically his past actions. But he thought everything was fine.
Kaminari moves close to Sero and reached up, cupping the taller boy's face in his hands. He pulled him down to his level.
"Hanta, sweetheart, how long has it been since you've slept?" He asked, "you look so tired."
Sero glanced down, thinking. "Uh...f..four days?" He said, unsure.
Kaminari frowned. "Baby, that's not healthy." He said.
Sero shrugged, "fine..I'll go sleep th-"
Kirishima cut in, "if you've been in your room this whole time...have you eaten?" He asked.
Sero shook his head once more, glancing away.
Kirishima frowned and crossed his arms. He glanced over at Mina and Bakugo, motioning for them to help.
Mina moved over, "Hanta, Hon, that ain't good." She stated. "You need to eat, and sleep."
Sero frowned and pulled away from Kaminari's grasp. "I'm fine, guys. You're overreacting."
Kaminari frowned and grabbed Sero's arm, causing the taller boy to wince. "Hanta, don't start with that crap." He growled.
Sero quickly pulled his arm free of the pressure. "W-what are you talking about-?"
Kaminari shook his head. "You know exactly what I'm talking about. You've done this before, back in middle school." He said, crossing his arms.
Sero flinched, "Denki-"
"You said you ended up in the hospital. You almost fucking DIED. You're not doing that shit again." Kaminari said sternly, causing the other three to stare at both of them.
Sero's eyes were wide. He had told Kaminari to never mention that around other people, it was an extremely private matter.
"What the fuck is pikachu talking about?" Bakugo snapped.
Sero felt the knot in his throat again. This time he let it out.
Sero wasted no time with letting sobs break from his throat, tears immediately coming from his eyes.
Kaminari flinched. "Hanta-!" He regretted yelling at him. He quickly rushed to his boyfriend's aid.
The other three watched as Kaminari pulled the crying Sero down into a hug, holding him tightly.
"Sero, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to- it just came out!" He exclaimed, rubbing the boy's back.
Sero didn't say anything, he couldn't say anything. He just cried whilst holding onto Kaminari tightly, his arms shaking slightly. He tried not to look at the other three, due to the shame and embarrassment he felt.
But, he felt another pair of arms wrap around him, then another, then another. He knew that Bakugo, Kirishima and Mina were all hugging him and it felt nice, relaxing even.
He slowly calmed down; his crying becoming softer, though he did still tremble and shake.
The four of his lovers slowly pulled away, one by one. They looked at one another for a few moments before deciding what to do next.
"Right, we're heading upstairs to settle all this. Mina, you get him a bottle of water," Bakugo started, causing Mina to nod and head over to the fridge.
"Eijiro, you go and get him something to eat, and Denki can go and get anything he thinks Hanta needs right now." Bakugo stated, shooing the other two to do their jobs.
Sero stood there, looking down at the floor. He didn't bother arguing, since the crying had taken most of his energy.
He and Bakugo stood there for a minute, before being joined by the other three. And before Sero knew it, he was being lead upstairs and to his room.
Bakugo opened the door to Sero's room, walking inside. He glanced around, the room looked like a mess. Nothing had been taken care of for at least a month, and he could tell that the bed hadn't been made in longer than that.
No one said anything, they all just somehow knew what to do. Bakugo grabbed Sero's hand, guiding him over to his bed and making him sit down on it.
Sero continued to stare down; not wanting to look anyone in the eye.
Bakugo sighed. "Hanta...look at me.." he muttered.
Sero gulped and looked up, his eyes already watering. He was scared that all this was going to be was him being berated and yelled at by the four.
Bakugo frowned, "don't started crying, Hanta. It's all okay," he said, as softly as he possibly could.
Sero sniffled and blinked his tears away, nodding softly.
"Listen, what we're gonna do is let you eat and take a nap, you need it. Then you're gonna tell us what's wrong." Bakugo stated firmly, but kindly.
Sero nodded, looking towards the other three. To his surprise they didn't look mad or upset, but worried, or in Kaminari's case, saddened.
Kirishima walked over to Sero, sitting down on the other side of him. This caused him to freeze up, still worried and shaken.
"It's alright, Hanta-!" He exclaimed, which ended up receiving a slight glare from Bakugo. Kirishima frowned and realized he was too loud for the moment.
Kirishima cleared his throat, "here," he said, pushing a small bento box and an orange towards Sero.
Sero took the two carefully, setting the box on his lap and holding the orange in his left hand.
Mina walked over and handed Sero a water bottle, which he held in his free hand.
A minute or two passed where they all just sat there, quietly.
After a slight nudge from Bakugo, Sero started eating. He started with the water, taking a few sips from it. Then just ate the orange, as if it were an apple, like he always did. Usually, he'd be teased by Kaminari and Mina for his odd habit; but this time the two just watched him softly.
Once Sero finished the orange he took another sip of water, then sat the bento and the water bottle on the table by his bed.
He felt as if he couldn't eat anymore at that moments despite not eating for half a week.
"Hanta, Hon, you need to sleep now." Kirishima said, rubbing Sero's back softly.
Sero nodded, "alright..." he muttered.
Both Bakugo and Kirishima stood up, so they could allow Sero to lay down.
Sero gulped and laid down on the bed, facing the wall. He didn't want to look at anyone right now, too many emotions were running through him.
Bakugo brought the covers up over him and waited a minute before peering down to look at his face, seeing that Sero was already asleep.

(Part 1/?)