Wait, He's an Idol?! [ Hwang Hyunjin Fanfic ]

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- my 25th day in korea -

i haven't seen hyunjin since the night we went to arcade. it's currently 7pm and i just got home, me and ree went to myeongdong.

i

grabbed my jacket then went outside.

i saw him,

i saw hyunjin

he was there,

he was there waiting for me.

i came closer to him and then he hugged me really tight, "i miss you" he said. "didn't expect seeing you tonight, you finally got a free time" i said, "no, actually our leader told us to take a rest but i didn't, i told them im going home but they didn't knew im seeing someone who's like my home, so it's kinda same" he said but i didn't notice that what he said makes me blush.

"are you blushing?" he asked, "no.... it's really cold here that's why" i said whining. "awe" he whispered. "let's go for a walk i want to tell you something" he said "but you're supposed to have a rest, we can talk at ree's rooftop" i said kinda concern.

then we walk back, we saw ree at the front door waiting for me "where have you be-" she said but didn't really finished what she's going to say, "ooooh, is that him?" she said smiling, "ah yeah, hyunjin this is ree, my bestfriend and ree this is hyunjin, i know you already know him" i said introducing them to each other. "nice meeting you" they said to each other, "can i borrow your rooftop for a minute, we're just going to talk" i said "sure, just talk" ree said then tease me again.

"this place is so beautiful" he said "just like you" he whispered, "what?" i asked, "nothing". "so what is it?" i asked, "ah, yeah, I've been thinking about this the fast few days, you're always on my mind, i just wanted to tell you how much i love you, (y/n), i really do, i want to be with you forever, i want to grow old with you, it's okay if you don't have a feelings for me, it's okay if you can't love me back, the important is i already confess to you because this thoughts inside my head keeps bothering me, well atleast now i let it out" hyunjin said.

what he said really shocked me, i don't know what to say i dont know what to do, he said it's okay if i can't love him back, but i think i already fell for him but i don't want to hurt him, i know i won't be here with him forever, i can't promise him that.

"im really sorry hyunjin, i do have a feelings for you too. but i can't promise to be here for you forever, you know i don't normally live here and im not ready for a relationship like this also i don't know if we're going to work" i said. "it's okay, im not expecting more right after i confess, i just want to let this things out of my head" he said.

minutes later while we're talking hyunjin's phone rang."hey...... oh yeah sorry, im outside, i just went to buy something, I'll be back in a minute" he said over the phone.

"they're looking for me i really have to go, i would love to be with you more but i really have to go" he said, "no, don't worry it's fine" i said then walk him to the front door. "bye, I'll see you again when im free" he said then wink at me.

...

i was in my bed now, minutes later my phone rang. a text from hyunjin.

I've noticed that his name on my contacts is still the same, so i decided to change it since he's not just a random guy i met at the store he's special to me now.

I know im not really showy to him, i don't show him how much i love him but i really do love him and i don't want him to be gone, i want to be with him, he makes me happy the way nobody can, i really do love him, i know it'll hurt so much for the both of us once i go back to last vegas.