pleas save me from myself

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My name is Alexandria, I'm 16 years old. I like bands, Food, anime, and tea

"First day of your new school how do you feel" said my therapist. Something about this room made me happy. I don't know if it was the smell of honey when I walked in.

Or the abstract paintings hung around the room where I can stare and get deep into my thoughts. Or the way she always looked like she cared.

"It feel different. I have spend all these years in one school. moving from one city to another is hard but it's closer here and I get to start things over" I said trying to sound happy.

"Well I hope you have a great day at school Alex. call me if you need to" she said smiling at me.

I walked out the building going to school. I watched at two little kids ran holding hands. I saw a 14-13 year old couple holding hands.

I got to the school and went to my locker. I saw nobody that would interest me. I was always alone I don't think it will change now.

I started staring at this girl walking into the school. I was listing to SayWeCanFly-Hearts And Flowers when I bumped into someone.

"I'm so sorry" said the voice. "my fault" I said grabbing my iPod that fell on the floor and to help the voice get his books back.

I grabbed things quickly and gave it to the stranger. I looked up to see a boy. about 16, taller then me, he had scene hair black, A Neff black beanie like the one I had.

He had a suicide silence sweater and black jeans with black and white vans. He had two lip piercings together.

He looked into my eyes and stared. "Here you go sorry again" I got up and almost ran away. He looked so amazing it was love at first sight.

It's why I had to leave. love is stupid, I'm, me, and he's perfection. he won't like me so why should I like him. I ran to the closest bathroom. I ran into the stall and took out my razor from my bookbag.

I pushed my bracelets away and put the place to my skin. I felt when I pushed down and slid it across my wrist. A line of fresh blood started showing up.

I heard the door open so I grabbed my razor threw it in my bag and grabbed paper and wrapped it around my arm. "Hello? New girl. are you in here?" said a voice.

I walked out the stall to see a short chubby girl. She had a misfits shirt and black lip stick with creepers and purple jeans. She's Goth.

"Hi I said" she looked at me smiled then slapped me. "you know that guy you bumped into is my boyfriend so stay away from him you little whore.

He hates little emos like you so Why don't you go cut your wrists some more"

She pushed me down. I felt tears come into my eyes. She walked out and the bell rung. I sat in the corner crying. After about 5 minutes I got up and washed my face.

I walked out into the hall with my head down. Once again I bumped into someone. I looked up to see that guy. I put my arms around my face and crawled into a ball in front of the lockers. "Pleas don't hurt me" I said trying not to cry.

I looked up again and he was staring at me in shock or something. He held his arm out and I flinched expecting a slap or punch. I looked back up and he had his arm out to held.

I took his hand and got up. Before I could even walk away he pulled me into a hug. I felt butterfly's in my stomach my face turn red and I wanted to stay here forever.

"I got to get to class" I said awkwardly. I had my schedule in hands and he took it and walked with me grabbing my hand.