pleas save me from myself

secrets

Roberts pov.

I ran when i say that person kicked alex. She ran away and i saw she left a paper. I grabbed it and wanted to see what it was. .

I say her name on it. I stood their and read it over a million times. I was in denial.  Johnny ran up to me "have you Seen alex? I want to thank her, she's a great friend but she won't talk to me".

Anger filled my body "you call yourself a best friend?!!?? Do you know what's wrong with her??!!! Maybe if you talked to her you would know why she won't talk to you!!!".

I threw the paper at him and ran to my house. I grabbed my guitar and ran back to school. I went inside and didn't see alex. I walked outside and saw alex getting up to throw something. I took my chance

And grabbed my guitar and stood under the tree she was sitting at and started to play..

I bet my life you've heard this all before
And I also bet my life that you' forgot
You gotta hope for the best and prepare for the worst
And always keep your best foot forward

I know that sometimes life gets rough
But that's never a reason to give up
Keep your heart up in the clouds
Never let the people drag you down
I have learned to chase my dreams
I know that if I don't they will get away from me
So I do what I love to do

I know people from around the world
And they show there love through kindness in their words
And that's enough to keep my heart alive
In a place that keeps me struggling to survive

I know that sometimes life gets rough
But that's never a reason to give up
Keep your heart up in the clouds
Never let the people drag you down
I have learned to chase my dreams
I know that if I don't they will get away from me
So I do what I love to do

Let me tell you a secret
It gets me through
And I hope you believe
Wake up every day
You know exactly what you want
And you will find it
But don't get lost

I know that sometimes life gets rough
But that's never a reason to give up
Keep your heart up in the clouds
Never let the people drag you down
I have learned to chase my dreams
I know that if I don't they will get away from me
So I do what I love to do
I do what I love to do

alex stared at me with tears. "I can tell you are going to run away from me but I'm following my dreams so I'm not going to stop following you".

She started crying and looked up at me. "Why me?". She covered her face. "You don't know me or my story".

She sounded hurt. "I want someone to like me for me not have a bloody crush on me". I smiled and hugged her.

"Your name is Alexandria Garcia, you use to live in new York and was abused. You lost your parents at a young age and fell into a depressed and ended up in the hospital. They checked you

And they found out you have arthritis and you had a best friend taken away from you. Some jerk broke you're heart and you won't let anyone in. Your afraid and you have history with cutting and Suicide but your still alive....

Your still a princess". I knew she was crying more hugging me back. "WHO told you" she said angry. "You wrote it and i wanted to give it back i didn't want to look but

You were so different I had to know". She looked up at me. "Why me" she said one more time drying her tears

"Because the way you are is beautiful and I have never seen someone so beautiful and strong".

Alex pov.

After Robert talking to me. Robert held my hand and walked me home so my brother can take me to therapy.

"Bye" we said and he walked back to school. I walked in and he was drinking Kool-aid and eating doritos. "Alfredo I swear you are like a giant man boy". He laughed and grabbed his keys.

"We are walking there". We walked a block away from the school and saw a giant bulding. The bottom was for old people the top was for women and middle was children ager 5-18.

I walked in the room and sat down listing to music. My brother was playing Five nights at Freddy's on his phone till they called me.

"Alexandria". I looked over to see a tall white woman. She had short brown hair and black shoes with a purple sweater and black jeans.

I got up and walked with her. "Hello my name is Ann". I smiled and we walked to her room. I looked at the room and the first thing I saw was the paintings.

Different ones that have a forest a flower some dots a guitar and some randome lines. She had a rug with toys all around and a power puff girls toy in chairs on her desk.

"So how was you're day". I smiled at her and looked at the painting. "My name is alex and im 16, I know you know my story but a boy found out and sang me a song that makes me want to open up to him but I just cant".

"Why is that?" She asked tying in her computer. "I had one boyfriend and I really loved him but he was my bes- ex best friends ex boyfriend and he still loved her and

For three months and cheated on me with her so I came here and i opened up to him and he just left me. I know he was following his heart but he said he would help me but just broke me more".

At this point I was in tears. "Alex I think you are just afraid this new boy will do the same? Tell me how he's like".

When she said that I just imagined him and said everything that came to mind. "He has shoulder length black hair in my hair style. He is very tall about 5'8 and he's mexican

He likes my music and he has these beautiful brown eyes and he's strong and skinny and light skinned and he's just so amazing. He can sing and play guitar and he's 16".

She had some look in her eye that was strange. "Is his name Robert?". "Yes how do you know". "I can't tell you what he has told me but I'm his therapist and someone about you told me I knew you already.

Yesterday he came and he drew a painting I want to show you". She ran to her closet in front of me and took out a painting.

It was a girl, under a tree, then there was her in her mind broken hurt quiet and he was staring at her in his bubble was hearts and words of what he thought of her. They looked like us.

"He thinks I'm beautiful". She smiled "most beautiful girl he has ever seen". I smiled at the painting. "Maybe you should try to open up to him, maybe he isn't as different as you think".

"I'm afraid he will judge me". "He already knows a lot and he himself has a story you should know about. Maybe he's different but give him a chance".

I smiled and nodded. "Times up but I'll see you next week". I smiled and we walked out where Robert and my brother were. "Hi Robert". "His Anna" he smiled and walked toward me and my brother walked with us out.

"Alex" he said taking out a flower. "I know we just met but will you go on a date with me?" He held out the flower and looked down. I looked at Anna and she was smiling

Nodding.

Just give him a chance...maybe he's not bad after all