pleas save me from myself

date

Alex pov. I put my phone and money and keys and ear phones in my pockets that's in my shorts under my dress.

I walked down and my brother stood up, johnny stood up and Robert stood up. He looked amazing. He had black skinny jeans on and black and white vans with a white dress shirt and red tie.

His hair was in the scene hair cut and he had flowers in his hand. He stated at me and his jaw dropped. I smiled at him, and walked down.

He gave me the flowers and my brothers wife grabbed them. "You look beautiful" said johnny. "Take care of my best friend" Johnny said.

He grabbed my hand and they walked us to the door. "I'll call you for anything". I nodded and walked out. He grabbed my hand. "I want to show you something". We walked

And talked about school. "you look so beautiful" said Robert covering his face with his free hand. I smiled and laughed. "Here close you're eyes and get on my back".

"What?" I asked confused. "Pleas" he said kissing me on the cheek. I did as I was told. I knew he was walking but i had no idea what he was doing.

What if it's a trick? What if he's going to embarasse you?!

I wanted to run away but before I could Robert said "it's nothing bad". He started climbing something. When we got here I got off and he put his hands over my eyes.

"Open" he said taking his hands off and i opened my eyes. I was in a tree house, there was lights everywhere with different colors.

The window had curtains and the walls had paintings and posters and in the middle was a table with two chairs food and it was beautiful.

He grabbed my hand and  took me to the table. He had the food ready and he smiled at me. "I tried" he smiled and started eating.

I grabbed my fork and started eating. "Where are the tortillas?" He laughed and took out a plate. "I thought you would never ask". I laughed and kept eating.

I ate and tried to keep the food from going in my braces. He talked about his family. "You know my story. So if you want but I was wondering if you could tell me".

He smiled at me and nodded. "First, you want pie? It'd pekacn pie!!" He said in a monster voice That a 3 year old would. "Sure but a big piece..." he laughed and gave me my food.

"So where do I start". He took a bite of his pie and smiled. "My parents are divoraced and i lost my big brother when i was 10. He was my hero and was gay.

He had a boyfriend and he went to school and got bullied evert day but took me everywhere. People would call him a faggot say he wants the 'D' and he would laugh

And do dirty gestures. One day his boyfriend left him and my parents were fighting with him witch is why they are divoraced.

That day kids beat him and made him bleed and the one who I thought was so strong broke down". He was crying now and looked away.

You could hear his sobs and he covered his face. I got up and gave him a hug. "You don't have to keep going if you don't want". He nodded and hugged me.

"Now that I've started I can't stop. I grabbed his hand and sat at the edge of the tree house. "That day he hugged me and told me 'Robert I loved to see you grow but one day you will understand

I'm doing this to save you, to save mom and dad, I'm sorry I love you little bro' he cried and hugged me and gave me this neckalce"

He showed me a black necklace and it said "grow to be what you want not what they want you to be". He put it back tucked under his shirt.

He cried more and kissed my cheek. "That day he took pills and cut his vanes and drowned himself in the bathtub.

He left a note and it talked about his story. In the note he told my parents he didn't care what they did as long as I was safe as long as I didn't end up like him

I was his world and he will be watching me. To keep there shit away from me. Then they divoraced and my mom's boyfriend beat me till I was 14.

He slapped my mom and beat me and said shit about my brother and the moment he said I should just end up like my brother and that gay faggot is in hell.

I punched him and pushed him out the window we were 3 story's high and he ended up the hospital. He is in jail and my dad didn't care. Then I moved with my mom and her boyfriend.

I use to cut. I had a little brother from my dad and his wife. He admires me and he sneaks away to come be with me. He's 9 years old.

I got into fights I got hurt for him. I told him about my older brother and he cried and wants me every week to take him to the grave and leave flowers.

This little man is my world and I know John my brother would be proud of me". He dried his tears. "I didn't know. I'm so sorry". He nodded "not you're fault. He's proud and probably be more knowing

I found someone". It was now 9:43. Robert smiled at me and started leaning in. We were close to kissing when my phone rang. I looked at it and it was my brother.

Robert looked away trying to hide that fact we almost kissed. I tapped him and when he turned around I kissed him. I pulled back and answered my phone.

"Hello?". "ALEX THE BABY THE BABY US COMING" it was my brother in a panic. "We are at the closest hospital meet us there" he hung up. "My brothers baby is coming I gotta run". He grabbed his blazer and we started running to the hospital.

It started drizzling and got really cold. We ran and i slowed down. I could see the hospital and robert pulled me. "I see them!". We ran faster.

We finally got there and my brother was running with his wife. "Alex stay here I'll be inside". We sat in the waiting room and robert got nervous.

"What if something goes wrong!? What if it don't like us?! What if she dies she can't!". I kissed him and he stated at me.

We sat down and i started shaking. He gave me his blazer. "You're eyeliner smeared" started whipping it. "There, you look more beautiful". He smiled at me and kissed my cheek.

5 minutes later my brother came out. "Come see her". I walked in the room and saw his wife smiling. My brother came to me. The baby was a......