Serendipity[Park Jimin Fan fiction] (ON HOLD)

WHAT HAPPENS IN CORSICA, STAYS IN CORSICA!!

Chim's pov

I haven't been sleeping well these days. The doctors call this condition insomnia.
This can be attributed to restlessness, overthinking Or maybe even depression...
I hated it... Completely despised it ... But i can't seem to control it...
This often happens to me before the release of our new album. Did I do well enough?how can i perfect my vocals and dance moves? will our fans like it? do I even deserve to have such committed fans? how will the haters and critics react to it? , and several other thoughts rack my brain... making it incredibly impossible to go anywhere near sleepin'.
The members often worry about me so much that they delve themselves into my misery . I don't like them being sad so I'm dealing with this problem with myself for the time being.... Although I guess Jungkook and Taehyung have a hint of my sleepless nights. There are therefore my only refugees...
Insomnia has it pros and cons..
Pro
I get more time to practice as I literally have 24 hours per day
Cons
*Those 24 hours are not at all productive as I feel sleepy and lethargic all the time..
*I get irritated very easily and a scowl has found a permanent home on my face

Right now it's 5:52 and I just finished reading the fault in our stars( after Eunbi told me that it was her favorite book) and I am currently bawling my eyes....
This was one hell of a tragedy.
Why do Hazel has cancer?Why does Augustus has cancer out of the blue? Why does he die(Sorry for the spoiler if you haven't read this amazing book still😜)?
Why can't they have a happy ending? Why do I care so much? Why did I even read this? Why can't I sleep?????
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et me ask to the person who recommended reading this..

Me
GOOD MORNING EUNBI

Me
Rise and shine 👸princess

Text buddy

Good morning Chim
Never new you were a morning person..

Me
Oh don't flatter yourself, you know nothing about me💅

Text buddy
Sassy in the morning...
What's up?

Me
You said your favorite book was fault in our stars
How could you like that it was such a tragedy, it makes my soul weep...

Text buddy
That's the thrill of it. ...

Me
You are simply cruel. How can you enjoy reading others pain

Text buddy
It just makes you believe that your life isn't that bad....
Plus, it was a bestselling novel... You are just being overdramatic with the whole 'cruel' thing..

Me
Now that I come to think of it did made me feel grateful that I haven't lost my girlfriend...

Text buddy
You have a girlfriend?
Never told me...

Me
I told you that you know nothing about me..

Text buddy
Yeah you did

Me
I can listen a sound of something

Text buddy
What sound??