The YouTube Series

14

Jimin's POV

" Jimin. Wake up. " A voice whispered to me. I opened my eyes and there I saw my fiancé. My beautiful fiancé wearing a white beautiful dress and her blonde hair suits her look.

" Sana ssi. " I whispered as I looked at her. She's so beautiful. Her beauty is ethereal. She looks like a goddess, a living Aphrodite.

" Wake up Jimin ah. " She whispered, she knew that I'm awake but she's still whispering me to wake up.

" What do you mean baby? I'm awake. " I said confusedly.

" Let me go now Jimin ah. I can't go to heaven, you know. " She said. I looked around and I realized that we're in a garden.

I stood up and took her hand. I'm thinking of running away with her. But unfortunately, she shrugged my hand off.

" I can't go anywhere chim. This chains are killing me. " She said and looked down. I looked at her feet and there I saw chains in her. She can't move.

" Let go of me now Chim, para makapunta na ako sa langit. Be happy my baby. " She then said. I was about to say something when my vision became black. Hindi ko na siya makita.

" Sana!! " I shouted as I woke up from my dream. A tear escaped my eyes. My girl has been struggling.

" I'm letting you go now baby. Please be happy. " I whispered and wiped my tears off. I then smiled and continued my life with Sana's love in my heart.

Time skip...

It's been months since Sana's funeral. It's also been months since the dream. It's hard living without my girl but I'm still living my life with her.

I am now here at the studio of the YouTube series, Bakit ka single?. Yes, they invited me to be a guest and I'm the last guest kasi last episode na nila.

It's been years since inumpisahan nila 'tong series na 'to. Ang dami nilang naishare na kwento. Even my girl's story. And today, it's my time naman to share mine.

I'm already done getting ready, hinihintay ko na lang ang pagtawag sa'kin. I'm pretty excited tho. The host then started the introduction.

" Everyone, today's guest. Let's welcome South Korea's famous solo artist, Mr. Park Jimin! " The host introduced. I walked towards her and greeted her.

We sat on our seats and we talked about such stuffs. She asked a lot of questions about life of being an idol. And ofcourse I answered her.

" Mr. Jimin, Bakit ka single? " She then started the real show.

" Iniwan niya ako nang walang pasabi. " I answered.

" What's your story? " She asked.

" We met because of his ex boyfriend which is my bestfriend but we cutted our ties years ago. " I answered. Flashing back with our memories made me smile.

" Her ex cheated on her. I saw her on a bus stop crying while the rain is pouring. Alam mo 'yun para bang nakisabay ang ulan sa pagpatak ng kaniyang mga luha. " I said as I was still stunned on the day I found her crying. The host was just looking at me, waiting for me to continue my story.

" I comforted her, I don't know why I did that. I promised her na I'll stay by her side and I'll be with her. We became friends, not just friends but bestfriends. We love mocking each other, we were like partners in bickering. " I then said and chuckled.

" What happened next? " The host patiently asked. I looked around and I realized. Ganito pala pakiramdam na nailalabas mo 'yung kinikimkim mong saya.

I smiled and chuckled as I thought of Sana doing the interview back then. I looked at the side and there I saw Jungkook and Jin cheering me up.

Yes, we made up with each other. Only the 3 of us tho. I remembered kasi na Jungkook was the one who was helping me back then and Jin was the one guiding me. Why did I cutted my ties with them? I don't know, dahil na rin siguro sa galit ko 'non, sa galit namin 'non.

" We were so close, until I realized na nahulog na ako sa kanya. I fell inlove with her but I was scared na baka hindi niya ako gusto. " I then said.

" I remembered the time na, pumunta kami sa party namin ng mga barkada ko. I was drunk and wala ako sa katinuan 'nun. But Jungkook, one of the bestfriends told me na I confessed my feelings for her to her ex daw. " I continued as I laughed from embarrassment.

" And conyo ko 'no? If she's here, she would tell me 'Oh my god! Ang conyo mo!'. She's not maarte but I am tho. She called me a gay one time but when we became together. Naging ma conyo na rim siya, she's maarte na rin 'nun. " I said and the host chuckled.

" It's my first time meeting a guy that is so conyo. " She said and we laughed. " So ano nang nagyari? " She then asked.

" Wala namang malisya 'nun. We still hang out with each other na para bang walang nangyaring aminan. We were so happy, not until one day. " I answered. The host gave me a questionable look na para bang she's curious kung anong nangyari.

" Until one day, my bestfriend which is her ex reminded me about our bro code, that bro code is not to date your friends' exes. " I said, the host gave me a look. I don't know what kind of look that is pero para bang may naalala siya.

" I was torn between my friends or her. Kaya napilitan ako, I asked her to meet me. We spent the day with each other happily. Until, sinabi ko na 'yun about sa bro code namin. Iniwan ko siya sa mall. I wanted to look back but I didn't, kasi alam kung umiiyak siya 'nun. And if I see her crying I would go to her and comfort her, kaya hindi na ako tumingin sa kanya. " I then said.

" I was also hurt that time. " I then said. Tears started to build sa mga mata ko but I tried my best to hold it back.

" Pinili ko 'yung mga kaibigan ko. I regretted choosing them tho, kasi nasira din naman 'yung samahan namin. Why? We were so fucked up back then. 'Yung ex niya, he touched one of our friend's girl. Hindi na kami nakapagtimpi. We threw hurtful words to each other until we then decided to cut our ties. " I continued. The host signaled me to continue.

" And there I pursued my dream of being an idol. I've always wanted to be one, I shared my dreams with her. We know everything about each other. 3 years passed, we met at South Korea's fashion week. There we continued our love story. " I said. I smiled at I remembered about it.

" We spent 2 years together. 2 years with full of love and happiness. Syempre we fight with pitiful problems pero nasosolusyonan naman namin. In those 2 years, I knew that she would be the one for me. The one whom I'll spend my entire life with. " I continued while smiling.

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~ to be continued ~
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