The YouTube Series

13

It's been a month since I proposed to my man Jimin. Actually, we're already preparing for our wedding next month. I'm so happy, excited and blessed.

I am now here at our house preparing for our lunch date. Jimin doesn't fail to have a date with me. Jimin is the guy a lady would ask for.

I walked out the house and entered my car. My phone then started to ring, I fished it from my bag. It's a call from Jimin.

On the line:

: Hello baby?
: Yes?
: Where are you? Are you there already?
: Not yet Chim. Why?
: Come here at the company first baby. I have to finish something pa.
: You're so conyo talaga. Okay okay. I'll come.
: I love you.
: I love you more Chim. I'll end na, I'll drive pa.
: Yes yes. See you.
: Yeah.

I then hung up. I started the engine and drove off. I was driving at the highway, the road was wide enough. So I decided to check my wallet, baka hindi ko kasi nakuha eh makakalimutin ako.

When I comfirmed that my wallet is there, I looked back at the road. I was shocked, I didn't know what to do. It was too late. Hindi na ako nakapag preno. Hindi na ako nakapag-isip ng gagawin ko. Hindi ko na napress 'yung para sa airbag.

I was shocked. I just stared at the truck coming towards my car. The car overtook the other cars from it's lane. Hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyari. All I know is that the truck hit my car, glass shattered, nagsitalsikan ang mga bubog papunta sa'kin.

My car got smashed. I don't know what happened after that. All I know is that I passed out with blood all over my car.

Jimin's POV

After I called Sana, I went back on recording my new song. I was in the midst of recording when my manager then came inside the studio. He's in a rush, so he banged the door which made me startle.

" JIMIN!! " He shouted which made me scared. I don't know but I had a bad feeling about this.

" Y-yes h-hyung? " I startled. I don't know but I'm scared.

" Your fiancé! She's at the hospital. She got into a car accident! " He then said. I froze on my spot. I don't know what to do. I was spacing out.

" JIMINN!! YOUR FIANCÉ!! SHE NEEDS YOU!! " My manager then shouted which made me got back to my senses. I got my things and ran out the company. I drove my car and went to the hospital.

I don't care if someone will recognize me, all I care is Sana. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. I ran towards the nurses and asked on where Sana is.

" She's at the ER, sir. " The nurse then said. I ran towards the ER but I was stopped by the other nurses to enter the room.

I walked around the hallway as I wait for the doctor to come out. Tangina, natatakot ako. Natatakot akong mawala 'yung magiging asawa ko.

I sat on the bench as I started to tear up. I prayed and begged na sana magising siya. I was crying and praying, begging so hard.

" Jimin!! " Someone called. I looked at it and I saw Jungkook and the other's running towards me. Anong ginagawa nila dito?

" What are you doing here? " I asked. I tried so hard not to stutter.

" We heard what happened. " Jin said. As far as I remember, we already cutted our ties. I was so puzzled when the doctor then came out. I ran towards him.

" What happened to my fiancé doc? " I asked. Sadness and grief are visible in his eyes. I know what he's going to say but I'm expecting na sana hindi 'yun. Sana hindi 'yun.

" I'm sorry Mr. Park. We tried our best to let keep her live but she didn't. Sorry for your lost. " The doctor then said and entered the room again.

I was left dumbfounded. Tears streamed down my face. I fell down on my knees as I cried.

Hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kayang mawala siya. Tangina, dapat sinundo ko nalang siya. Tangina, bakit?

Wala na siya. Wala na 'yung taong pinakamamahal ko. Iniwan na niya ako. She left me. Is this karma? Tangina.

" Jimin. " Jungkook said as he tried to help me get up.

" Tangina Jungkook, kinakarma na ako. " I said as I tears still dripping down my face.

" Tangina, sinundo ko na lang sana siya. " I said as I regretted everything. Jungkook comforted me until I stopped crying.

" Tara na Jimin. " Jin said. I was spacing out. Nakatulala na lang ako kahit sa paglabas namin sa hospital.

Red puffy eyes. Red nose. Face swelling. That's me. I don't know kung nasaan ako. I just let Jungkook and Jin drive me somewhere.

The car stopped, I looked around and nandito kami ngayon sa labas ng isang funeral home. We went inside and there I saw a white coffin in the middle.

I walked towards it as tears flowing down my face. I stopped when I reached it. I looked inside and there I saw my beloved fiancé, laying inside it with eyes closed.

She's looks so peaceful para bang natutulog lang siya. She's still beautiful kahit na makikita mo 'yung mga scratches niya sa mukha.

" Ang conyo Chim. " I mumbled and chuckled. Baka kung nandito siya, ganon nanaman 'yung sasabihin niya.

" Ang daya mo naman Sana. Kinakarma na ba ako? Tanginang, karma naman 'to. Napaka sakit. " I said as I rubbed the glass.

" Paano na 'yung kasal natin? " I asked, trying hard not to crack my voice.

" Ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko. " I continued amd kissed the glass.

" Tangina, ang unfair mo. Ba't ang ganda mo pa rin? Syempre, ikaw lang 'yan. " I answered my question. Para akong tanga, promise.

" Mahal na mahal kita. " I then said. I cried harder as I realized the fact na wala na siya.

" Be with me lang ha? Don't leave me. " I begged. " I love you so much baby. " I continued. Jungkook and Jin then came to me. They let me sat down on the bench.

I'm still crying nonstop. Tangina, ang sakit kayang mawalan lalo na kapag siya na lang ang nandyan para sa'yo.

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~ to be continued ~
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