She is a famous model worldwide got invited at a YouTube series where she is going to be asked the question she has been denying, the question she's sensitive with, the question " Bakit ka single? ".
This story is inspired by a twitter au.
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" Umasa ka 'nung sinabi niyang may gusto siya sa'yo? " The host asked.
" Syempre. Sino ba namang hindi aasa kung ganon 'yung sasabihin nang taong gusto mo? " I answered her.
" Pagkatapos 'nun. Ano nang nangyari? " She then again asked me.
" Nanging masaya 'yung samahan namin. Walang nagbring-up sa gabing 'yun dahil baka maging awkward. Umasa ako, umasa ako na dadating 'yung araw na aamin din siya sa'kin. " I then said.
" Hanggang sa dumating 'yung araw na magkikita ulit kami. Kala ko 'nun aamin na siya, so I was excited while preparing back then. " I continued.
***
I was watching a movie while laying down my bed when I heard my phone ring. I paused the movie as I took my phone. I looked at it and I received a message from Jimin.
From: Chim
Get ready. I'll pick you up in an hour.
The message says. I didn't bothered to send him a reply because I quickly jumped out of my bed and started searching for clothes.
" Calm down Sana. Why are you so excited? " I mumbled to myself as I noticed I was so excited.
Maybe because we're going to meet again after a week of not meeting and not talking to each other.
I went to my bathroom and got ready. I wore my white balenciaga shirt and tucked it in inside my checked skirt that's ending in my mid thigh. I also put on my white sneakers and specs. I decided to put my hair in a bun. This is how I look:
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" Geez. Why am I wearing a mask? I'm not even sick. " I said a I took the mask off. I grabbed my sling bag and my phone then went out my room when I heard the honk of Jimin's car.
" I'm going out guys! " I shouted.
" Ingat! " They then shouted back. I walked outside the apartment and there I saw Jimin's car. I walked inside the car and sat on the shotgun seat.
" Hey. " I greeted him.
" Hey. " He greeted back and drove off.
He drove off until we finally arrived at the mall. We spent our time together, happily. We are now here at the halls walking when Jimin held my wrist which stopped me from walking.
" Sana? " He called me which made me looked at him and hummed in response.
" I'm so sorry. " He said. I can see pain in his eyes.
" Why are you saying sorry? You didn't do wrong? " I said to him ignoring the pain in his eyes.
" I'm sorry Sana. Bros before girls. " He then said and lossened his grip in my wrist. Tears flowed down on my face as I looked at him walking away until his figure disappeared.
***
Hindi ko na namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako. I wiped my tears with yhe tissue.
" 'Yung akala ko aamin na siya. Turns out to be iiwan rin pala niya ako. " I said while I wiped my tears.
" The pain I felt the time my ex broke up with me got doubled when he left me dumbfounded. " I continued.
" Pero di ko alam na 'yung dobleng sakit ay magiging triple pala. " I said again which made the host curious.
" What do you mean? " She asked.
" Nung araw na 'yun. Iniwan rin pala ako ng mga bestfriends ko. " I then continued which made me tear up.
***
I went home after Jimin left me dumbfounded in the mall. I walked inside the apartment and I noticed no one's there. So I just went to my room and cried myself out.
" Bakit? Tangina! Ba't ang sakit?! " I shouted and held my chest as I'm trying to ease the pain.
I cried and cried until I fell asleep. I just woke up when I heard the raindrops falling from outside. I rubbed my eyes and stood up from my bed.
I noticed it's already evening. I walked out my room to see if the girls are already here but there's no sign of them. I waited amd waited for them until it's already midnight.
" Where are you guys? " I mumbled. I went to their rooms to see if they're at their rooms but still nothing.
I don't know what had gotten into me that I went to checked their closets. And there I saw their clothes and things are already gone.
I started tearing up again. They left me, all of them left me already. My parents, Tae, Jimin, and the girls left me. I have no one.
'Yung dobleng sakit na dulot ni Jimin, nanging triple na. Iniwan na din nila ako.
I cried and cried trying to ease the pain but it's no use. It still hurts. The pain is still attacking me and my heart.
***
I was crying infront of the cameras, so I quickly wiped it and chuckled.
" My god! I'm so emotional. I'm sorry. " I apologized. The host just smiled at me.
" Do you know where they are now? " The host asked which made me shook my head.
" The girls? I don't know where they are until now. But I know where he is, I always see him in tvs and social medias. " I answered.
" And? " The host then asled waiting for more infos.
" He's now a solo artist, Idol in Korea. That was his dream and I'm proud he reached it. " I stated.
" Did you stayed as friends? " She then asked and I nodded sideways.
" We didn't. We became strangers after that. " I answered. She gave me an apologetic look and I just smiled at her.
" Masakit? " She asked and I just nodded.
" Masakit, sobra. " I answered and just smiled.
*** ~ to be continued ~ --------------------------------
