The YouTube Series

04

" Dahil sa mga motibong pinakita niya, nahulog ako nang sobra. Nang dahil sa mga salita niyang ' I'm always here for you. ' umasa ako. Umasa ako na may pag-asa ako sa pagmamahal niya. " I said which made the host jaw dropped.

" Napaka ilusionada ko 'nun. " Sabi ko sabay tawa.

" Ginawa ko siyang mundo ko, kahit alam kong walang kami. " I said.

" Didn't you think about yourself back then? I mean, di mo ba inisip na dahil 'dun talo ka na? " She asked me.

" I did think of that back then. Alam ko na dahil 'dun, talo na ako sa pagitan namin dalalwa. Pero ano bang magagawa ko? Eh mahal ko 'yung tao. " I said and tears suddenly fell down my eyes.

" Oh my god! I'm so emotional. " I said as I wiped my tears with my hand. One of the staffs then came and gave me a tissue.

" Thank you. " I thanked her.

" Pero kahit ganon, di ko pinakita sa kanya 'yung nararamdaman ko. " I continued which made the host confused.

" Wait. Why? " She asked me confusedly.

" Ayokong mareject. Mas ginusto kong mahalin siya nang patago, kesa naman sa sabihin ko 'yung nararamdaman ko na pwedeng maging dahilan nang paglayo niya sa'kin. " I continued and she just nodded.

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I am now here at the library, reading some books for my homework. I stood up and went to the shelves for science books.

I scanned to it and there I saw the book I'm trying to find. I took it but a hand then grabbed it too. I looked at the owner of the freaking hand, and there I saw Jimin.

" I got it first. " I said as I grabbed the book from his hand and walked away.

" Yah! Let's just share it! " He said but I just ignored him and sat on my table.

I flipped the pages of the book and there I saw Jimin sat on the chair across me. He's now looking at me but I just ignored him.

I then started to list down notes for my homework when I felt someone sat beside me. I looked at Jimin but he's not there at the chair infront of me. I looked beside me and there he is, staring at me.

" What? " I asked him.

" Let's share a book please Sana. " He pleaded and made a puppy eyes. I giggled as I saw his face and put the book between us.

We started to read and list down notes. He was writing when I took a glimpse of his face. He's getting mature everyday.

" I know I'm handsome Sana. Stop staring at me. " He said as his lips curved into a smile.

" In your dreams. " I said and smirked at him. I looked away as I felt my face started to heat up because of his damn smile.

We continued to do our works until we already finished. I got up from my seat and took all the books and put it back to the shelves.

" Let's go? " Jimin asked as I got all my things. I just nodded at him and we then went out the library.

" Let's go eat dinner. My treat. " Jimin said as he dragged me to his car. Aish, I don't even have a choice.

We then drove off and we stopped on a restaurant. We went inside and sat on a table for two. He then called the waiter.

" What do you want Sana? " He asked me.

" Same as yours. " I answered him and he just nodded. He then ordered our foods.

We talked and laughed to each other until our food has finally arrived. We ate our food while talking with some random stuffs.

Jimin then paid the bill and we walked out the restaurant. We then went to his car and drove off. I was shocked when we finally arrived at my apartment.

" Thanks for the dinner and the ride. " I thanked. But in return he smacked my head. " Gago! Ano 'yun?! " I shouted at him.

" Tangina ka! Anong nakain mo?! Napaka formal mo naman! Di ako sanay! " He said. I just rolled my eyes on him.

" Bye na nga! Ingat! Drive safely! " I said and walked out the car and went inside the apartment.

" Ba't 'di mo na lang kasi sabihin sa kanya na gusto mo siya? " Momo asked me as soon as I got inside.

" You know, ayokong mawala siya. " I answered her.

" Walang masama kapag triny mo. " Momo said.

" Momoring, I'm scared okay? " I said before I walked towards my room.

I sat on my bed and was staring at the floor when my phone suddenly rings. I looked at my phone and I received a message from Jimin.

From: Chim

Hey. What's wrong?

Tangina nito! Walang mali! Mahal lang kita tanga!

To: Chim

Wala. 'To naman parang tanga. Sige na, matutulog na ako.

I replied before I turned off my phone and walked towards my bathroom to take a quick bath. I then wore my pajamas and went back to my bed.

I laid down my bed and stared at the ceiling. Geez, why did I fell inlove with him? Argh! This is going to be a hard journey.

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~ to be continued ~
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