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JK's pov

Everything was perfect, supportive parents, great friends, overall I had a great life.

A great fake life

Yet why do I feel so incomplete, something was missing, or was I scared that all this happiness would just crumble apart? Why do I feel so uneasy? I had so many questions that went by unanswered. Well that's just the way it is.

No that isn't, but what can a little kid like me do?

I moved on just like that, putting all my questions aside. I shunned myself away in order to be the same as the others, in order to avoid the judgemental eyes.

Why was I born in such a ruined world? When did the world become so criticising?

That was until I met Taehyung, he lived his life to the fullest, he asked questions, he did crazy things, he said things no one else would ever say. That's when I realised what was missing. I just need to live life as it is, I can just be me, that was all I needed to do. Being someone who isn't me won't get me anywhere. Though it's easier said than done. Since when did I have to worry about how others saw me? Since when did I try to fit in with the others?

But most importantly, why does someone my age have to worry about these things? Again and again all these questions went unanswered, as the past relapses.

Taehyung came to our school when he was 16, although he became friends with us 2 years later than the rest of us, we were completely comfortable with him. We quickly opened up to him.

After a year with Taehyung, and 3 with the others, I decided to ask, "Why do we live?". They all seemed to be shocked by my sudden question. The first one to speak was Tae, "Hmm I don't think we need a specific reason to live, we could just enjoy the little moments, doesn't it all depend on us tho?"

Ohh, so we don't need a reason, well I guess that's alright.

Over time I grew attached to Tae, I felt comfortable with him. Of course my other hyungs too, but Tae had a different vibe, something that screamed home, or something close to that. Whatever it was, I found peace whenever I was with him.

I'm going to protect my hyungs and Tae no matter what it costs.