Havoc

First Love

Flashback

Yoongi's pov

I never really had a bright childhood I could to others, I wouldn't say it was the worst either. In fact I had a caring mother, she always looked out for me, even when I pushed her away, even when I resented her, she was always there. At some point I was so fed up, so lost, I even neglected her, but she was still by my side.

I was 14 at that time, that was the first time you let go of my hand.

"Yoongi baby, you'll be just fine. Don't feel sorry for me, we'll meet again just not anytime soon, when that time comes we'll be together forever, I love yo-" Her grip on his hand loosened.

"No please mom! Don't go yet, I still need you. I won't push you away anymore, I won't ever let go of you hand, so please..." I sobbed into her hand, which now layed cold and lifeless. "Please..."

"Im sorry sir"

Water dripped of my hair and the edge of my clothes, plop plop plop. I tainted the floor as I walked into the house, it's so quiet. I aimlessly walked towards a room, the room where I used to play with my mom. I slowly opened the door and entered, I fell onto the chair and lifted my hands up. I let my fingers down onto the key, and just like that I let the music take me away to paradise, away from this nightmare.

There's this new kid that just transferred to our school, and I'm not the type who beats around the bush. I hate him. Laughing without a care in the world, smiling at the smallest thing, but the rest seemed to be comfortable with him so I guess it's fine.

I thought he was just a naive little boy, but oh boy was I wrong.

We were sitting in the cafeteria waiting for the others, the 2 of us didn't go well so there was a long silence, it wasn't awkward, but slightly comforting.

"Hyung"

"Hmm"

"Your stuck in time"

I slowly turned to look at him, I was too confused and shocked, I couldn't trust my voice just yet.

"Hyung?"

"U-uh what do you mean" I stared at him, he just looked up and stayed silent for a moment.

"Well... You're with us but not with us? Arghh no, uhhm it's like, how to explain. It's like you're lost!"

I looked at him, I leaned back onto the chair and tilted my head upward. A smile secretly creeped up my face.

"I guess you're right Tae"

This kid ain't that bad.