~•Moving Home Alone •~

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Finally, a new place, a new lifestyle. Everything will surely go right. It might be scary moving into an apartment alone but I'm sure good things will happen and nothing could go wrong. Right?

Stepping inside my door, carrying the last box inside. Finally. Now, all I have to do is organize and arange some stuff. I'm the only one in this apartment so I thinm it's fine if some stuff aren't organized properly. Unless there's a visitor. The kitchen was nice, the bathroom is too. My bedroom smells fresh, and I love it. I'm hoping it won't stink if I stay in here longer.

A few moments passed. I had nothing else to do. Check social media? Nah. Read a book? No. It'll make me sleepy and it's afternoon. Drawing? Well, maybe I'll count that as a yes.

I loved drawing since a was a little kid. It makes me really happy. But it needed improvement so I'll did improvement. But there's more stuff I needed to improve and I hope one day I will.

I mostly like drawing furries, fictional characters and some random stuff.
I'd love drawing fictional characters the most. Even though you can't make them exist, you can make them exist in your imagination. I love imagining being with fictional characters that i wish were real. Exactly real. But I know it would never happen. Only my imagination makes me happy.

FLASHBACK

I was accepted in college in Arts Degree. It was the start of my future.
I met new classmates. My dorm mate was not that nice to me but acts exactly like a stranger and doesn't socialize. I wasn't popular and I didn't got many friends at that time.
Until they saw my art.

"Wow! Lyra is that your drawing?! It's so good!"
"Dude! That's so cool!"
"You're very good at drawing dear!"
"How? Teach me your ways!"

I got very happy. I didn't really gor many friends in my childhood yet I had talent in art. I just didn't show it until then.

Other people started to become friends with me and so as my roommate. They started giving me gifts, art trading with me and asking for drawing requests.

It was fine. Everything was fine. I was too. I had alot of friends. There's people by my side. There are people with me. I'm okay. I'm fine. Everything is fine. I feel okay. I feel fine... Right?

No...

Everything got worst.
They started to mistreat me. They started to hury and bully me if I say no to their requests. There were no more gifts nor art trades. No one even supported me by that time. It was a bad idea... It was...

One night...
I was tired. I was very stressed. I felt sleept but I couldn't sleep. My wrist is hurting but I don't bother it. I don't. I don't. I don't need rest. I'm afraid to sleep. I had nightmares that got worst. I want to sleep but I couldn't i want to cry but I couldn't. My roommate left me. Now there's no one to talk about this. My friends betrayed me. I was afraid to but I had to. I had. To draw. Just draw...

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My hand started shaking. I couldn't move properly. I sarted to tremble.
I dropped the pencil. I don't need rest... Please... Why is my body letting me do this? No... I feel weak... I don't have to feel weak. What's wrong...? Am I fine? Am I okay? I am fine! Right?! I'm fine!... I'm fine...

I am fine...

END OF FLASHBACK

I yawned. I felt a little tired. I didn't wanna eat dinner since I don't feel that hungry anyway. I feel fine that much without anyone.  I felt fine drawing alone. Finally I could have peace.

I jumped into the bed. Slowly closing my eyes. Drifting to sleep until I come into the dream world..

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END OF CHAPTER 1

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