The Lights We Cannot See

"The Rays of Summer With You"

As the rays of the summer sun, shine upon us.
Love is still and will always be a never-ending
story of ours.

As I lay awake,

in the depths of my own sorrow.

A thousand thoughts are running through my mind...

Do I really deserve you?..

I have 'caused you so much pain because...

I was hurt and broken.

I'm sorry...

It's one minute to midnight, and I'm
glad you're standing beside me.

The voice in my head keeps on saying...

Don't leave me...please?

As my heart keeps getting pierced by every
flashback that comes to me...

Teardrops running down my face...

My memories of you,

the way I see you,

the way my heart's bleeding with nothing,

But your name on it.

Would have you possibly thought of the same thing too?

......

And I've heard our song doesn't make
you happy anymore.

Despite the sad news...

I want to let you know that you'll always be,

My Favorite Song.

Being in this type of situation with you is so complicated and painful that I don't know what to do anymore...

I never wanted to lose you nor hurt you,

I have always thought of losing you...

and I was preparing for it...

But it happened so fast...

That I couldn't stand guard and protect myself

and for months, I couldn't even stand on my own two feet...

Every single time,

I hear your name...

It feels like my heart's cracking...

waiting to explode by the time you leave completely.

I may not know what's going on inside your head,

but I think I can understand if you just...

...let me in.

I would never give up on you,

...even if it would 'cause me my life.

I hope you meet someone who's never
gonna hurt you and leave you.

So that you'll learn to trust again.

Promise, me that you'll never change
who you are just for someone, okay?

I love you so much that I can't see you hurting