The Lights We Cannot See

"13th day of June 2020"

As I gently fix your hair,

The smell attacks the second I touch it...

Your beautiful smile...

the beautiful day you make of it....

Loving you every single minute....

Tearing the army of emotions.....

Throwing them in the world's deepest pit......

I couldn't be more happier when I hear you laugh...

....even if you laugh for me no more.

It's my day 😆

I should be happy....

...and I am happy and I feel loved too.

....but there's just this black and..

empty hole in my heart...

..that I can't seem to cover with a band-aid.

And you...

....you're the only one who can fill that hole in my heart.

That's where you belong...

..that's where you pierced me with every memory you left me with

...that's the place you left and never came back.

If you're busy at least...

..at least, tell me...

I can understand you more than anyone could....

I'm your best friend, remember?

Or maybe...

..I'm no longer your best friend.

It's June 14 at 1:17 a.m already...

...my day's finished.

I can finally let down the tears I've been holding back all morning 😁

I woke up with so many messages from every one I thought who forgot me....

..you were one of my favorites out of all the people who greeted.

Don't worry...

...I've been single for almost 5 months now.

Technically, I'm not really single....

...because I'm currently reserved for you 😜

Yeah, yeah.. cringy huh?

That's who I am 😉

HAHAHAHAHA😂

Are you smiling????

...bet you are 😂

You know that a circle is round, right?

..and that a circle indicates how long I'll ever love you.

Sweet but gives you a little cringe, right?

That's how I'm gonna be like loving you 🤭

If you wanna ask or answer some of my questions, feel free to say so...

...I'll be all ears.

....but my heart will be a little 🤏 busy hehe

.....loving every single of your flaws, duh!

Don't be mad at me HAHAHAHA😜

You look so cute when you make this face '😜' you know. HAHAHA

.........

Oh! I almost forgot...

.....I love you!😙