The Lights We Cannot See

"Truth"

Questions running through my mind at the speed of light..

Why?...

Why did you send me this?....

...just after a fight that was never expected.

Going crazy...

....obsessing with the unanswered questions.

Fighting the urge to break down my walls....

didn't know what to trust.....

....my gut whose telling me you love me,

.....my mind telling me it's a mistake

......or you who denied when I asked.

.............

Couldn't sleep...

Wondering if you sent it to other people too....

.....if you sent it to the guy who you said you have a crush on.

Still thinking if this is meant for me....

Reading it over and over again.....

Racking this bursting monster in my mind......

......are you somehow sending me a sign??

.......are you telling me you have a crush on me???

........could this be your way of saying that you want
to be more than friends????

If you don't wanna answer any of my questions....

.....then please

......at least answer this one

.......I need to know the truth

Stop cowering behind those boarded walls!

If you love me!...

...and you want me to know

then just please..

...please tell me straight.

I'm tired of crying every night...

....thinking I'm the reason for losing you.

....am I really...

...the reason why

.....we lost it all?

............

Je suis désolé que ça ait dû arriver si loin...

I'm sorry it had to come this far...