"Get your hands off me!" Zaria yelled jerking her arm away from Jayceon's. "Get in the car." He said calmly. "No. Now go away." Zaria said walking away. Jayceon who was pissed off enough opened the car door and pushed her inside slamming the door shut he got into the drivers seat and drove off.
It was quiet as they made their way to Jayceon's house. When they got there they got out and went inside. "So this the fuck shit you've been up to? Being a fucking hoe?" He shouted in her face. "Move!" She said pushing him away.
"And im not being a hoe!" She shouted back. "Then what the fuck do you call it? Them niggas take females and make them sell their pussy to these motherfuckers and like the idiot you can be your in that damn bar doing just that. Selliny yourself!" He shouted. He wanted to hit her so badly.
"I call it working." Zaria said and Jayceon chuckled dryly. "Working." He repeated sarcastically. In a flash he had her gripped up against the wall. "That shit isn't working stupid ass!" He shouted and Zaria stared at him. "Let me explain." She whined and Jayceon shook his head. He let her go and turned around. "You know what? Just leave. Leave my house and my fucking life." He said. It hurt him to say it but if she was fucking with niggas behind his back what would she do in a relationship with him?
"Jay please just let me explain." She pleaded. She knew that if he ever found out she might lose him. "No just go." His voice cracked and Zaria was close to tears. "Jayceon im sorry its just-"
"I said go!" His voice boomed and Zaria jumped. "I can't. My car is at the bar." She mumbled. Jayceon angrily grabbed his car keys and dragged her back outside trying to hide the tears that already fell.
They got into the car and drove to Zaria's apartment. "Jayceon please let me explain. I needed to provide for my father and i had nothing." Zaria cried begging for him to listen to her. Jayceon wanted to let her explain but was afraid she was making him weak.
"You had nothing? You had me. I could've given to you!" He shouted and Zaria jumped. "I- I'm sorry Jayceon b-but i wanted to make it on my own and i couldn't get a legal job." She cried.
Jayceon said nothing else as they drove. Zaria sobbed in the car knowing she lost Jayceon possibly forever now. When they got to the apartment Zaria looked at Jayceon. "Listen. I know i hurt you and i know it wasn't the smartest thing to do but i wanna work this out. Come upstairs with me so we can talk this out. I really can't lose you Jay. Now i know i fucked up and i can't tell you when to talk so ima let you figure that out on your own."
Zaria took a spare key out her purse and left it on the arm rest and then left the car going upstairs. When she got inside Jayceon drove off thinking about what she had said.
*****
"I love how you left me at the bar last night. But its cool i got home through teleportation." Javon said sarcastically walking into Jayceon's house. Jayceon ignored him and looked at the TV. "You did realize the tv ain't on right?" He asked sitting next to him.
"She was selling herself." Jayceon told him. "She tried to explain herself last night but i wouldn't let her. I trusted her and....she fucked me over." Jayceon said. Javon who was the goofy and playful type ain't know what the fuck to say.
"Listen. You know my stupid ass don't know what the fuck to say so ima say what the fuck i wanna. By the shit Taliah told me Zaria was brought up where she had to do shit on her own. She never had a mother to teach and guide her how to live and carry herself. She has to help pay her fathers bills who's too weak to work. Money was always tight and it was a struggle for her." Javon started.
"So what you should do is put yourself into Zaria's shoes. If you were raised like that and having all these damn responsibilities with little to no money wouldn't you turn to the first thing that came to mind?" He asked Jayceon.
