Zaria sat down next to Jayceon. It was silent between the two until Jayceon broke the silence. "I know i was a little hard on you but that was only because i care about you. That promise ring, i ain't buy it just because it looked pretty i bought it because i meant that. I will always keep that promise and I'll never break it. I can't say i love you but Zaria i do care about you. A lot and if your struggling ima always have yo back. I was just so pissed off when i found out what you were doing because i was here. I could've given to you." Jayceon finished.
Zaria took his hand and put it in hers. "Jay i understand where you came from but, i- I honestly don't know what i was thinking all i knew was that i was broke and my dad needed food. Ghost offered me the job when i was a teen but i declined it but then i needed it more. You say that you will always be there for me but my mother said that to me once and look at what happened now. Trust isn't something i can give to an and everyone." Zaria said.
They stayed quiet for a little longer. "Im sorry." Zaria said looking at Jayceon. "I should've came to you but i didn't." Jayceon still said nothing and it was scaring Zaria. "I can forgive you but i can't trust you." Jayceon's voice cracked and Zaria swallowed.
"Jay I-" He shook his head. "You lied so easily to my face. What else could and would you lie to me about?" Jayceon said looking everywhere but at Zaria.
"You think it was easy lying? It was the most hardest thing I've ever done." Zaria gasped and Jayceon looked at her. "If it was so hard why did you do it?" His voice boomed.
"I didn't want you to judge me!" Zaria shouted. It was quiet for a moment. "I felt like if i would've told you then you would've judged me and looked at me differently." Zaria said looking away from Jayceon.
"Zari look at me." Jayceon said softly. Zaria looked everywhere else but at him. He put his finger under her chin making her look at him. "Zaria. Did somebody rape you?" He asked slowly and softly. Tears fell down Zaria's face.
"My dad was on a business trip and my mom she, had this guy and he said he needed money and offered to have sex with my mom. She told him no but he could have m-me so he t-took me to my room and r-raped me." Zaria cried and Jayceon held her.
"I told my t-teacher and h-he didn't believe me. He s-said i had a wild i-imagination. Since then he started l-looking at me differently and everyone j-judged me." She hiccuped and Jayceon rubbed her back. He knew how it felt to have something happen to you and nobody believe that it happened.
After her crying fit they looked at each other and Jayceon saw the real her. Not the tough Zaria everyone knew about in the streets but the soft loving Zaria that only close friends knew about.
After a while they pulled away and Zaria got herself together. "Are we done talking?" Zaria asked standing up. "I guess so, but just give me some time alright. Time and space." Jayceon said and Zaria nodded. "Yeah. Of course." Zaria nodded and they walked to the door.
"Night." Zaria said but Jayceon grabbed her arm. "Lets see how long we can go." He whispered wrapping his arms around her waist. Smiling she wrapped her arms around his neck. "Im sure i can go at least two years." Zaria joked and Jayceon chuckled. "Sure you can." He said.
Soon they started swaying looking into each others eyes. "Those walls i built well baby their tumbling down and they didn't even put up a fight. They didn't even make a sound." Zaria sung smiling.
"I found a way to let you win but i never really had a doubt. Standing in the light of your halo i got my angel now." Jayceon sung horribly. Zaria laughed.
"Oh my god. You seriously can't sing." Zaria laughed. He chuckled. Jayceon leaned forward and pressed his lips to Zaria's. Slipping her tongue into his mouth he groaned against her lips. His hands creeped lower to her ass squeezing it.
