HSMTMTS One-shots

Prom Queen

TW: Suicide

Bold - Lyrics from 'Prom Queen'
Italics - Flashbacks

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God save the prom queen

"And the prom queen is... Nini Salazar-Roberts! Congratulations!" I wasn't happy about it. This is supposed to be the best night of my life. But I wasn't spending it with the love of my life, I was spending it alone.

I walked up to the stage and got my crown. I don't even care who got prom king. I was mad at him for not being here. On the biggest night of our lives.

Teenage daydream

I couldn't handle it anymore. He was gone and never coming back. I was throwing things in my room. Screaming, breaking things, knocking over pictures. Wrecking anything that reminded me of him.

My moms walked in and told me to calm down. They came over and hugged me. I completely broke down. I was crying and yelling but they didn't stop me. They told me to let it out.

Just another dressed up heartbreak

I was getting ready for prom. I couldn't stop crying. He was gone. We were supposed to go together. We had matching outfits. I was wearing a blue dress and he was wearing a blue tux.

Kourtney was telling me to calm down. That this night will be everything I ever dreamed of. But what I dreamt of was dancing with him, then going to In-N-Out afterwards. But that's not gonna happen.

God save the prom queen

So here I am. At a dance I don't want to be at. Winning something I should've won with him. Dancing with some random dude, wishing it was my prince charming. My Romeo, my home away from home, my escape from the world.

Only eighteen

He was 18 years old. He didn't deserve to die. And because of me. If I would have been more supportive. I did this to him, I killed my boyfriend.

He wanted to become a professional skater. I told him he should pursue singing and acting. I'm such a dummy, I should have said I liked his idea. I did like watching him skate, but I liked watching him act and sing more.

Turned her tears

I cried for hours after I found out. I was with my moms. We had a spa day and I got a call. I told my moms what happened and we went to the hospital. Ricky wrote a note to me and his dad.

He said he couldn't handle all of the sadness anymore. It happened a day after our fight. He went home and prepared everything. The next day he swallowed a bottle of his dads anxiety pills.

To diamonds in her crown

My crown was really beautiful. I loved the entire thing. But it didn't feel right without him standing next to me.

So here I am, on prom night. Standing in my bathroom with a bottle in my hand. I know I shouldn't do this, but I can't live without him. I'm gonna miss my moms and my friends, but they aren't the same as him.

I opened the bottle.

"See you soon, my love." And I did it.

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If you didn't read it here's the summary:

Ricky killed himself because he couldn't handle everything. Nini won prom queen but it didn't feel right without Ricky. So after she wins she goes home and kills herself to be with him.

I know this was a sad one but I had the idea and thought it was a good one.

I probably won't update this one that much because I ran out of ideas.