Compromise

Chapter no 12

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Aqib POV

I woke up around 10' o clock in the morning. The first thing came to my mind was Abbiya. I looked at the other side of the bed and she was not there. Flashbacks from last night were running in my mind like a movie... A Horror movie. I instantly left bed and searched for Abbiya. An unknown fear building inside of me.

I knocked at the washroom door but no response as the door was opened too. I suddenly left the room and moved downstairs. She was sitting on the last stair and sleeping with her head against the cold hard railing of the stairs.

I could see her dull face and swollen eyes. My heart ached. I sat beside her and I felt pity for this innocent soul. She has gone through so much only because of me. I will never forgive myself for doing this with her.

Suddenly she moved a little and groaned. She held her head between her palms. Sleeping against hard cold railing caused pain in her head.

"Kiya hua Abbiya? Ap yaha kiu soti rahin?" She was unaware of my presence. She suddenly looked at me. Her eyes were telling the whole story that she was crying whole night.

"Wo mein-" I cut her.

" Cover mat kijiye ga. I know the reason" I replied and she she looked at me and passed me a faint smile.

" Actually mujhe waqei hi pata nahi chala mein yaha kab so gyi" she said and gave a reason somehow.

"App uper room me ja ke rest krlein or thori dair or sojayein." I said her.

"Nahi mujhe or nahi sona I am ok" she replied.

"Or ainda please istrha room se bahir matt soye ga" I smiled and caressed her hair. She nodded and left. I was dipped in my thoughts.

Her actions were deeply putting me in guilty. She had a big heart. Indeed she is the greatest person more than my expectations.

Mein waqei hi bohat bura or Zalim hn

I bestowed myself with these titles. I was hating myself now. After sometime she came downstairs and sat beside me.

"Ap abhi tk yehi baithein hn" she said. she was wearing a light pink kurti and trousers, dupatta on her shoulders and tied her hair in loose bun. Some hair strands were dangling on her face.

"Insan se ghaltiyan hojatin hn or agar usko Apni ghalti ka ehsas hojaye to Usse sudharna chahiye na k khudko lanat malamat karni chahiye" she stated as she was reading my mind.

"Aisa mat krein Aqib! Insan agar khudki nazro'n mein gir jaye to uska khud ki hi nazro'n mein dubara uthana bohat mushkil ho jata ha. Ap se ghalti hui mene apko maaf krdiya ab kiya peeche reh jata ha? Ap khud ko bohat ziyada degrade krein ge to kaise is azziyat se bahir ayenge?" She said softly.

"Isliye ab aise khiyalat apne dil mein na layein or apne agar mujhe apni zindagi mein shamil kiya ha to meri madad krein takey me Apko apki sabqa taqleef se nikal saku na key Apni taqaleef ki list lambi karte jayein. Mere liye mazeed mushkil na karein" she said right looking into my eyes.

" Sach batau to mein shadi se pehle tak bohat matlabi hogya tha Aap ki taqleef ka andaza ni kr paya. Ab aap ko toot'ta hua daikh k taqleef horae ha bohat" I confessed.

"Koi baat nahi Aap samait lein. Aap mujhe samaitein or mein Aapko" she smiled and I mirrored it too.

" Torne waley kya kabhi samaita b krte hn?" I asked her.