Stay.

Past Reminders.

A/N; I really hope you all had a good Christmas, this update is going to be the only one for today.

Karlie's POV
Sunlight was shining in my eyes which woke me out of my deep slumber. A pain I had grown very used to started shooting around my stomach I knew I needed to get out of bed ASAP. I looked around and mentally cursed the blonde singer who was laying on my arm. I gave her a slight nudge and made my way to the bathroom as I felt queasy. I only just managed to get to the bathroom when I vomited. I was to busy sat on the bathroom floor trying not to be sick, to notice Taylor towering over me. "Karlie, baby, are you okay?" Taylor whispered as I looked up to her she was rubbing her blue tired eyes.

"Erm, sure don't worry" I replied while I put the toilet seat down and washed my hands. Not even glancing at Taylor. I couldn't tell her the truth not now, this was the one scar or wound from my past that was going to be very permanent. "There's something you're not telling me Karlie and I don't like it, we aren't going exploring today until you tell me what the hell is going off."

I sighed and walked out of the tight bathroom pushing past Taylor making my way to my suitcase in search for clothes. Not looking back at the saddened expression that I knew would be on her face now. I felt lips on my neck kissing my sweet spot making me weak and feel guilty for ignoring my problems and not speaking to Taylor about them.

"Taylor, please stop. We need to talk and I know you want to know why I was being sick." I turned to look at her, and grabbed her hands and held them so tight never wanting to let her leave me. "You'll have every right to hate me and want me out of your life for good when we get home. But I want and need you to hear me out and then if you still want to leave you can. A few months ago Josh was out late he was drunk and he attacked me and basically raped me I didn't give him consent, and I didn't tell anyone because I didn't think anyone would believe me. But now I'm pregnant with that mans baby and I was going to get rid but I can't kill an innocent baby and if you want to leave you can but I love you and I'm sure we could sort something out." I knew I was rambling but I couldn't stop I didn't want Taylor to interrupt and leave me alone. I looked at Taylor's face, her face was mixed with happy and mad emotions.

Taylor's POV
All I heard Karlie say was that she was raped by Josh and that she was pregnant. My head felt like it was spinning out of control, this was the girl I loved who was telling me this. I was happy and angry at the same time, happy that me and Karlie could have a family together knowing that Josh wouldn't want a thing to do with 'his' baby. But I was so angry that he had raped her, I couldn't even express my anger into words and I didn't want to. I just wanted to rip him apart piece by piece. I looked into Karlie's tear filled eyes and realised I hadn't replied. "You think I would leave you, I love you." I placed my hand on her stomach "and I will love the baby you're carrying too. But you need to go to the police back at home and report him for everything. Everything he's done to you, he's never hurting you or coming near you again okay?"

A/N. Leaving this chapter here because I am unsure if I like it. I would like your opinions before I add the next chapter because yeah this is totally awful in my opinion.