~the unexpected ~

46

| Gabbi |

Damn I was feeling like the first week of school would never end. I ended up missing Wednesday and Thursday too. Today is Friday and it's technically my first full day of school. To make matters worse my dad dropped me off at school 30 minutes late. Then of course it took me almost 10 minutes to find my class because I forgot where they even were . At this point I wasn't finna walk in there all late and shit. So I just stood in the hallway and scrolled then insta. All of a sudden I felt a presence next to me and jumped a little

" The fuck"

Ocean smiled at me. Ughhhhh god is really testing me right now. Why is she not in class?

"Sorry didn't mean to scare you...why you not in class?"

" What do you want ?"

" Damn sorry for bothering you... we needa talk"

She kinda has a point.

"Ocean were at school. I'm already missing class"

"Come on we can just skip like we used to.... or you worried about your little girlfriend?"

I rolled my eyes.

"Ugh fine but make it fast"

We snuck out and walked across the street to the plaza and we just went to McDonald's. A few doors down from McDonald's is subway and I kinda laughed thinking about our time there. Kinda around this time last year actually.

"Okay so what do you wanna talk about?"

" okay you can't get mad at what I'm about to say"

"Yeah whatever"

"Gabbi this is weird I know I said that I wanted you to be happy but it's kinda disrespectful how you didn't tell me you were in a relationship. I thought we weren't ever gonna loose each other. I came back here for you because I wanted to be near you since last time our relationship didn't work out because I was so far."

"Okay yeah I'm sorry I didn't tell you me and Kabria were dating and I'm sorry we haven't been talking as much but ocean it's too late okay I'm in love with Kabria and that's that."

"Gabbi I still have feelings for you. "

" Ocean what the hell am I supposed to do?!!"

" You moved on so fast and it's just sad how you didn't wanna include me in any of this. I honestly don't even know who you are anymore"

" Ocean are you serious? What happened with us isn't my fault. Yeah I could've said something and I apologize for that but let's not forget how you weren't even being a good girlfriend to me. Kabria has everything you don't have and I'm happy with her and your gonna have to deal with it."

" Your so self centered. Gabbi I was going through so much and not once did you ask me was it okay? I'm not perfect like you. I make mistakes . I wasn't the best girlfriend. I know! I've grown to realize that I'm a shitty person! I don't even know what my purpose is on this earth anymore!! I'm not okay!"

She grabbed her bag and excited the building. I just sat there looking shocked as ever. I just felt so attacked and apart of me knew that she was kinda right and now I'm feeling bad.  I ran back outside to see ocean sitting down crying in the parking lot.

" ocean ..."

"leave me alone..."

I gave her a hug.