meanie ➳ katsuki bakugou

➳ nine

as i walked back to the dorm buildings, my mind flooded with the thoughts again. mainly of bakugou. i knew kirishima just needed time... but bakugou, i just didn't understand why.

did he talk to kiri and not want to talk to me because i hurt his friend? was that it?

i walked to kitchen, grabbing a pint of chocolate ice cream with truffles and a round spoon. i looked in the reflection of the spoon and i just looked a mess. i sighed as i walked back to my room. when i reached my door, i heard a voice boom as it was turning the corner.

"i don't know idiot!"

bakugou.

i froze in my place as i looked to see bakugou and kirishima. they froze as they saw me too. we stayed just staring at each other for a few seconds before i just opened the door to my room and stepped in, leaning and dragging my back against the wall.

were they talking about me? why did they stop talking? and walking?

i sighed again, opening up the ice cream before a tear fell again.

i sat there, just eating the ice cream. only an hour had passed before the room fell slightly dark. i sighed as i had to get up, and tossed the ice cream in my mini trashcan, seeing that i actually had to take it all out. i changed into more comfortable clothes and tossed my uniform into the hamper.

my eyes felt like there was no more tears in my ducts. i really just felt numb. i sighed as i walked to outside, feeling the moonlight on my skin. it felt cool and kind of powering. sometimes i just wish i could sleep out here... it's so peaceful and silent, and waking up to the sun seems like such a nice thought. but bugs and stuff are gross. moving on.

i rushed as i walked back inside. as i turned to go back to my door, i saw bakugou leaning against my door frame. my heart stopped. his arms looked so muscly in his black t-shirt and he looked at me as i stood frozen.

"well, c'mon idiot. i don't got all night." he said, motioning towards my door.

i cautiously walked to the door, opening it and allowing him to come in before closing it behind me. he sat at the chair in my desk as i sat on my bed. i was just pleased he was talking to me.

"hey." he spoke up, erasing the room of silence.

"hi."

"how was your day?"

"not the greatest."

"i saw."

"what do you mean?"

"did i make you cry? when i called you a loser?"

i furrowed my eyebrows at him. did he really think that's why i was upset?

"not really. i mean..." i looked down at my fidgeting fingers.

"just say it idiot." he spun in my chair.

i took a deep breath as i looked up at the ceiling, really just trying to avoid him.

"why did you not talk to me? why did you ignore me? i thought we were friends."

he sighed, leaning his elbows into his knees in the chair.

"i thought... the day i saw you guys hugging, i thought you and kirishima were dating... and that you guys didn't tell me."

"so you just decided to ignore me?"

"i mean, him too."

"not better."

"i talked to him today at least."

"and what did he say?"

he sighed, walking over to my bed, leaning his elbows onto my mattress. his knuckles grazed my knee.

"he said that he did like you. but you didn't like him." he sighed.

"i feel bad about it."

"don't. shitty hair can handle his own. he said it's for the best."

"is that all he told you?" i asked. obviously i just wanted to know if kiri told bakugou about my crush.

"yeah. why? did something else happen?" he asked, furrowing eyebrows.

"o-oh. no, no, nothing. i was just wondering." i lied to him, feeling my face got hot.

"are you lying to me?" he asked, getting closer to my face, eyes looking right into my soul.

god, i wanna kiss him.

"no, of course not." i tried to say as confidently as possible.

"then why is your face red?"

"you're just really intimidating. it's kinda scaring me."

with this, he curved one side of his lips, giving me a sadistic kind of smile.

"oh, you're scared, princess?" he whispered in a raspy voice, leaning in closer.

oh wow. my heart. my face. i can't handle this. my heart began to beat rapidly, and i was honestly unsure if he could hear it.

did he know the power he had over me right now?

he pulled away, still leaning on my bed, "well, no need to worry about me. we're cool, dumbass."

i smiled nervously, still not over the moment before.

"well, what about kirishima?" i asked.

"what about him?"

"he still isn't talking to me either."

"he is now. or at least that's what he said. he got over it i think. the crush was fairly small i believe."

"he is?"

"he is."

i smiled, looking down at my hands again. this time, they weren't fidgety.

"thanks katsu."

"no problem, princess."

"i'm not a princess."

he began to walk towards the door, "yeah you are, idiot. you're the princess of idiocy."