𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝓦𝓮《𝔍𝔦𝔨𝔬𝔬𝔨》

Not Your Fault

⚠Warning there are⚠

Mentions of abuse

Mentions of rape

Mentions of underage drinking.

"Taemin and I were a thing when I was 15 but then he became abusive and me being so young I didn't know want to do no-one knew I was dating Taemin no-one even knew I was gay" he added looking down.

He sighed for what felt like the hundredth time before opening another can of beer and continuing "Hoseok eventually found out about us dating he also found out about how Taemin had been abusing me and even though he was only one year older than me he was still smarter and he told me I had to tell my parents or report it to the police I told my parents they told the police Taemin got arrested as soon as it was confirmed that he was locked up I got kicked out" Jimin said drinking his beer.

"That's it" he said "why did you get kicked out?" Jungkook asked Jimin gave him an 'are you serious look' Jungkook just continued to look at Jimin waiting for an answer.

"Because I was gay didn't you hear anything that has said in the principals office today?" Jimin asked "yeah I heard but I wanted to make sure" Jungkook shrugged.

"Right.." Jimin said drinking down his beef before opening a bottle of Soju "yah calm down why are you drinking so much?" Jungkook asked "just ask your questions Jungkook" Jimin sighed.

Jungkook hesitated before asking "where did you stay after you got kicked out I mean you were only 15" "I was 16 when I got kicked out they gave me some money and I lived with Hoseok for a year and worked enough to buy this place and then moved in here until now I haven't spent that money" Jimin said he looked wasted but sounded fine.

"Honestly I feel so bad for Hoseok Hyung he didn't deserve to see me like that, to have to help me, his family didn't deserve to go through any of the trouble they did he shouldn't have looked out for me he should have just left me out side to freeze" Jimin said looking down.

"Jimin-ah" Jungkook said lifting Jimin's chin to make him look at him, his eyes were glossy all over, tears threating to fall. "look it's not your fault don't blame yourself it's not your fault" Jungkook said "it is though if I hadn't slipped up he would have never found out if I didn't fall in love with Taemin none if this would have happened" Jimin said.

"Look on the bright side you done so much you've met so many good people that wouldn't have met if none of this happened don't feel bad don't blame yourself Hoseok wouldn't want that" Jungkook said.

"Even if I have done alot of stuff and met alot of good people I still miss my family I miss my mum and dad I was so young when I left them I still am young... I still miss them so much" Jimin said as tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Don't cry" Jungkook said wiping Jimin's tears, Jimin chuckled slightly "I swear Jungkook you confuse me so much when we're together your nice, sweet and comforting your at school you mean and harsh I don't know which one is the real you" Jimin said wipping his eyes he had stopped crying.

"I just... I don't know... When I'm around you I feel like I can be me I can show you my real self it's weird I just feel really good around you" Jungkook said "your real self? So I was right the rumours aren't true so what you said that day was true... Wait they actually raped you??" Jimin asked.

"I thought you said I only told you that they used me?" Jungkook said "I lied" Jimin shrugged "but did they really?" He asked Jungkook nodded slightly "but it was a year ago anyways" he said "still you should get them arrested" Jimin said.

"But they were my friends I still felt like they didn't mean it we were drunk" Jungkook said "you told me he fucked you and then asked if you enjoy it the next day how could he have not meant it if he asked you that and he clearly wasn't that drunk enough if he asked you if you enjoyed it" Jimin asked.

"It doesn't matter just forget about it" Jungkook said "ok.." Jimin said silence feel upon them Jimin slightly rocking back and forward holding his bottle of sojo in his hand while Jungkook drank his second can of beer.

"Be honest you drunk before you turned 18 didn't you?" Jungkook asked Jimin "yeah..." Jimin said quietly "when was your first time?"

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...To Be Continued...

Double update!