Silent Cries for Help- TodoDeku- Angst

Swimming Pt.1

*Ha. I have nothing better to do at 1 in the morning.*

Midoriya

It's been a couple weeks since we were sent here. Everything has been better, my mood doesn't switch as fast as it did. Todoroki and I have gotten closer. We only cuddle and kiss, nothing more. He only seen me shirtless only on our first 'date'. Although, today is really hot and I'm thinking about getting in the pool.

I walk to the sink with my dirty dish. I set it in the sink. I'll do the dishes later. I walked back to the table and take a seat acrossed from Todo.

"So, what do you want to do today?" I ask.

"What do you want to do?" He replied putting his last bite in his mouth.

"Hmm..." I thought about it, tapping my chin with my index finger.

"We could go for a walk, watch a movie, cuddle..."He started to list off as he walked his plate to the sink.

"We haven't used the pool yet. It's a really hot day, we could go swimming."

"Swimming, huh." He grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. He wrapped one arm around my waist and held my hand in the other. We gazed into each other's eyes for a long moment. He took his hand from mine and moved it to my chin. He tilted it up a bit and planted a small kiss on my lips.

"I'm fine with that." He said letting go of me and walking to the living room.

"Huh." He can't just kiss me and walk away like that. "Shoto Todoroki." I spoke firmly. He looked at me as I stood still in the kitchen.

"Yes, Izuku Midoriya." I crossed my arms in front of my chest and glaring at him. He thought I was playing but I'm not.

"My love, what's wrong?" He started to walk closer to me. I waiting until he was right in front of me, then I turned around.

"Hmh."My back was now facing him. I couldn't hear him move, was he just standing there? After a few minutes, I gave in and turned around. I looked down at the bi-colored haired boy who was sitting on the floor.

"What are you doing?" I asked, taking a seat in front of him. 

"Did I do something wrong? Did I upset you?"

I got up on my knees and moved closer to him. I grabbed his face with both my hands. I leaned over his body and kissed him. I pulled away and looked at him.

"Of course not." I pulled him back into the kiss. After a few minutes, I pulled away and sat back down in front of him.

"Wait. Then why did you act like that?"

"I wanted another kiss."

"You could have just said something."

"I don't know. I think that's a good way." I teased him. He chuckled a little then stood up. He held out hid hand to help me up and I took it.

"Shall we go get changed to get into the pool?" He asked and I nodded. We walked up the staircase and entered at separate rooms. I closed the door behind me and walked to my closet. I walked through the closet until I found what I was looking for. The green and black pair of swimming trunks. I pulled them off the shelf and carried them to the bathroom. 

I pulled off my shirt and looked at the scars that covered my forearms. They didn't need to be wrapped because I hadn't cut them in the past weeks. I was very pound with the help of Todo, of course. I traced my finger over each line. The last one that I had cut into myself, the one Kacchan seen me do, it was bold. It caught my eye out of the rest and I don't know why. Even if it has been a few weeks, the skin the healed over the cut seemed to be fragile. But now that I think about it, that is the one that was deep. If that cut wasn't caught in time, I would be either.

I looked down at my feet, pulling myself out of deep thought. I wiggled my toes against the cold tile in the bathroom. I force a smile and look into the mirror. I look at my reflection and my smile fades.

"You have been through a lot, but you are still here. As Todo had said, These scars show the fights I have won." I spoke quietly to myself. I turn on the cold water to the sink and splash my face. I shake my head, trying to knock out the bad thoughts. I shut off the water and grabbed a hand towel to dry my face. I finished getting changed and carried my clothes to the hamper. I opened my door and walked down the steps. Todo was standing by the counter with two towels. He wore a light blue pair of trunks and no shirt. I walked over to him and stared at his toned torso. It was the first time I seen him bare chest and he looks good.

"Do you like, Izu?"

"How could I not." I laid one hand on his hard abs and shuddered while doing so. Todo tilted my chin up force my gaze to leave his torso. He kissed me with his soft lips.

"What took you so long?" He whispered.

"I'm fine, I promise." Even though, I haven't done anything in a few weeks, Todo still worries about me. With one hand I grab the towels off the counter and with my other I grab my boyfriend's hand. We walk to the back door and he opens it for us. 

I lay our stuff on the concrete by the pool. I glaze at the tall male as I slowly steps into the pool. The way that the sun hit the water and hit shined at Shoto. I could swear I was see an angel. Sometimes I wonder why of all people on this world, this handsome, amazing human decide to date me. I don't deserve him but I am so thankful he is mine.