Y/n and Jahseh

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"Wait till I get my hands on you
You know I'll find you. I ALWAYS DO😘😏" the text from my toxic ex read

"Me and your boyfriend are gonna track you down you little bitch" a text from my dad read

I began to panic

There was a knock on my door but I didn't answer it. Then my door busts open revealing Jahseh

"What's wrong?" He asks

"How did you know something was wrong?" I ask not answering his question

"I don't think you realize how much we hang out.....I can feel your energy" he says

I give him a weak, fake smile and put my head back down. I felt my bed dip meaning Jahseh sat on it. He lifts my head up with his index finger under my chin.

"Tell me Princess. What's bothering you" he speaks softly

I really didn't want to tell him because he was probably gonna get pissed and he would get really clingy. I just looked away

"Princess" he says wanting me to tell him

I sigh pulling out my phone and showing him the horrifying text messages I received.

The look on his face changed form worry to anger very quickly.

"They abusive asses ain't gon find you" he says handing my phone back

I continued getting these threatening messages from the two of them. Jahseh took my phone and looked at the messages. He smacked his lips then rolled his eyes. He was gonna hand my phone back but instead powered it off and set it on my night stand.

"You need to get some sleep" Jahssh said

I just looked in his eyes

"You've been up for days haven't you?" He asks

I nod my head yawning and my blinks were getting longer

"Would you sleep better if I was with you?" He asks

I nod my head

He climbed to the top of my bed and made himself comfortable. I looked at him, smiled and laid my head on his chest.
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I didn't know I fell asleep until I woke up. I patted the bed searching for my phone to check the time. I felt a phone and tapped the screen to turn it on, it was Jahseh's phone. I knew because the lock screen was different. It was 3;27Am.

I walked into the bathroom looking at my disgusting reflection. I hated myself.

I dug into the medicine cabinet searching for a bottle of pills. I found one, opened the bottle and started popping them repeatedly.

All of a sudden Jahseh busts into the bathroom. I looked back at him, he scared the shit outta me. He looked at me then at my hand which had a dozen pills in it.

"No" he says slapping my hand, making the pills go everywhere

"What are you doing?" He asks worried as tears were threatening to leave his eyes

"Jahseh, I-" I was cut off

"How many did you take?" He asks

I shrug my shoulders

"Get on the counter" he demands

I do as told. He then puts his thumb on my throat and presses down trying to make the pills come back up.

"Open" he says

I follow his demand and open my mouth. He shoves two fingers down my throat and pulls them out quickly making me gag.

"Come on...come on...come on" he says wanting the pills to come back up

He shoves the same two fingers down my throat and pulls them out again making me gag again. I could feel something coming up so I quickly turned to the sink. The pills came up as a white cream. The white cream kept coming up

"Damn, how many did you take?" He asks pulling my hair out my face

"A lot" I say with a shaky voice

The cream stopped coming up and at this point I was in tears. Jahseh was patting my back trying to get the rest out.

"Is that it?" He asks

I nod my head

Some of the cream was still on my bottom lip so Jahseh ran his hand under water and wiped it off with his thumb.

"What pushed you to do this Y/n?" He asks

"I hate myself. I'm ugly. I'm insecure about so many things about myself. My dad and ex boyfriend are looking for me and I'm scared to death. I don't wanna be here anymore Jahseh" I vent

I see a tear escape his eye as he pulls me in for a hug

"It hurts me hearing you talk about yourself that way" Jahseh says

"I'm sorry.....it's just.....how I feel" I say

I felt his warm tears sinking into my pajama top and onto my skin.

"I just wish you could see yourself the way I do" he cries pulling away

"But I'm not even pretty" I say

He smacks his lips

"You think imma be hangin out with an ugly ass bitch" he says making me laugh

He then smiled hearing me laugh

"Can you promise me not to do anything like this again" he says holding his pinky out

"I promise" I say interlocking my pinky with his
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We headed back to my bed. He layed closer to me. I then feel his arms wrap around me. I didn't know why but......it gave me butterflies. Eventually we both fell back asleep.